R'maineSQ - World of Nonsense

2012-02-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

i donno why of a sudden today, i feel super sick abt my current job~ im sick of how im being treated ma? or? i isit start to feel im too easily being made use of, like a cheap labour? Not asked to work everyday, they don need a full timer.. thus im a part timer.. but why am i like working as though im a full timer? y must everytime aft work, i still receive ur calls, or when im not working, i receive either of ur calls? because u guys depend too much on me that you guys start to get too reliant on me? 我的工作範圍好像越變越大. 覺得他們越來越得寸進尺。

frm sat till next next mon, they will be overseas.. and im told that when they are overseas, if any client calls them, they would need me to call the client and ask what i can help them with.. just because they want to save money on their calls.. haiz.. but hw many days am i working only throughout this period of time? im arranged to work only 2.5 days..

am i starting to 人世間的醜陋？am i starting to learn hw easily im being made used of?

2012-02-05T00:02:00.003+08:00

has the situation where aft several several rounds of disappointments, you starts to give up someone slowly, regardless of knowingly or unknowingly happened?

我對你是否還有那分愛存在著？我也不能確定，也開始懷疑。但那會多我時一種解脫還是另一個悲傷的開始？

often esp aft a big blow, big breakdown, aft being hurt badly by someone, i'll tell my friends, "pls don hurt me.. pls don treat me like shit.. pls don treat me in a way im not supposed to.. if not i'll die de.." every time whenever i start to believe in a friendship so much, i'll get hurt frm there.. i donno hw much and if i can still continue to believe in a friendship because it really hurts~ esp when u cherish them.. esp when u r not appreciated at all..

那天的事，給了我一個很深的傷口，也讓我開始對朋友感到失望。我是不是會失去真心對待人的本能？

2012-02-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

年初一，跟往常一樣。一點也沒有平靜的過。唉～

人人都知道，初一不應該做些甚麼，但不該做的我家都發生了。

一大清早，還沒出門拜年，家裡就吵翻天了。出門時的我，新衣服勾到了門把，破了個洞，是補不了的洞。過後，回來時，發現褲子也破個洞了。天阿！

天啊！新的一年，就這麼的不好～

不過還是要祝大家，龍年快樂！

2012-02-02T22:11:00.003+08:00

i believe alot of things will gradually become diff when disappointments happen again and again..

to me, in my heart.. i donno if u still have a place.. have i really achieve one of my new year revolution?

2012-02-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today went out to Serangoon area for Marilyn's b'dae dinner.. =) ps: i tink i start to get sick of steamboat.. lol..

she's our "new member" to our clique.. this is the first time we celebrate her b'dae for her.. and her present from us is a kate spade wallet.. haha..

This weekend they are all going to BKK.. almost all of them.. envy~~ coz of co trip.. haiz.. always don have the chance.. and im dying to go BKK too.. but nvm la..

this clique will start to get smaller and smaller during ofc hours le.. because one by one has left the working place.. and real soon, it will be my turn le.. anyway, its a sooner or later thing ba? =)

2012-01-30T10:03:00.003+08:00

alot of times, apologizing doesn't mean that you are really at fault, is just to make the situation turn better.. 大事化小，小事化無～

很多事情，不講不代表一切對我來說毫無意義。不講是因為心痛的不知道應該如何。

我漸漸的對每一個人都感到很失望～

那天的事，我真的不知道為甚麼對我造成那麼強烈的傷痛。

2012-01-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

傷害你最深的人會是那些人？

他將會是你最珍惜的人～

what i hate most is ppl scold me ridiculously.. scold me when im not even in the wrong! and started to "show off" their bad words.. "fuck" la.. "knn" la.. "lan" la.. last time is benjamin ng.. because of a a girl.. because of smth that i did not do, i got scolded for nth.. and he's someone whom i cherish alot.. aft that another one.. but i'll always forgive because there are times whereby he was so nice that i'll just forget he's bad.. Now?! another frien..

why must i always be the one who gets treated in a way that im not supposed to? why isit that those whom i cherish are the ones who hurt me the most!

this year had really started damn badly since day 1 of CNY!

SERIOUSLY WTF!!!

今天之事，我感到心灰意冷了～

我突然又感到很累～很累～

2011-12-31T16:46:00.007+08:00

Today is the last day of 2011..

ps: why every year passes by so fast? =)

as usual.. let me do a simple sum up of the year..

many things have changed tis year.. regardless is in friendship or my life.. even till the last day of the year.. i still feel very sick of the years that had past and of course not lookin forward to the new year..

always been thinking hw much effort u put in will never equivalent to what you will get back.. =) every year i told myself, i have to learn.. learn to accept this cruel fact.. but every year.. i'll just fail..

but one thing im so happy abt for this year is that i've finally fulfilled my wish to go taiwan!!! yeah~~ i told myself if i were to go taiwan, i must take a btr flight and not a budget airline, because is a trip i going alone or wif friends.. and everything was fulfilled.. i took SQ and went for 8 days!! =)) even get to went to STAGE!!! hehehe.. but still missed out certain places.. but simply would love to go back again..

and others would be history repeating.. and its of all unwanted things to be happening repeatedly.. family or even one of the impt one in my life.. they always gives me a gift and that gift is a word.. a word that's so scary~

well.. i've did certain things to myself as much as i din't expect at all~

in any ways.. i've still got quite a few people to thank.. Regardless is to my lovelies,

to my besties,

SHOW friends

PTO colleagues

TCP bosses-

TCPians

All of them added wonderful colors to my 2011 and also upset moments.. but they are the ones who gave me all the help that i've needed in 2011.. i love them and i cherishes them..

HAPPY 2012! may it be a year filled wif plenty of blessings and love!

2011-12-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

This year PTO christmas exchange, we celebrated at Dolly Kitchen..

Its a nice place.. but i feel that as usual the food and price don go on par? LOL.. =)) well~ still smth different la..

This year's exchange got 2 more new peeps join us.. and that is Marilyn and Belle.. so today total got 10 ppl.. took quite a number of photos but too much to upload.. haha..

after dinner, we started wif the exchange..

these are all the presents that we've got.. =))

For me, HL picked me and she got me a scheduler~

and i picked dao YAMS!! haha.. bought her a Iphone casing that she loves alot, a nail polish corrector and a LCD cleaner bt damn e LCD cleaner din reach on time! =((

After dinner, we went Shanghai Dolly for a short while.. did drank abit.. =)) and there was some live performance.. me, yams, shao and HL were playing big 2 in a club~ LOL!! to be honest quite weird.. but well~~ hahhahaha..

left ard 11 plus and took cab hm before 12am.. heheh..

Not a bad christmas gathering wif colleagues..

2011-12-20T22:02:00.003+08:00

Annual TCP christmas party!

This year its held at somewhere freaking new and awesome? =pp

at first tot we have to discretely hold so many ppl inside this room, but aft signing the party policy, everything is fine as long as we keep our vol down.. lol..

party started ard 0630pm.. few rounds of food, photos and den polar bears.. =) its gift exchange.. =) some idiots ah.. don understand instructions.. said don gt chocolates, he get end up no matter hw much i don wan, i kana~ damn u! and that is Ong weisiong! bloody hell! haha..

i stayed over.. quite a number stayed la.. =)) oh ya.. quite happy to see brian went too.. LOL..

these are the individual shots i took wif at least 90% of those who turned up.. hehe..

This is an awesome location i must say.. =) and i believed TCPians had enjoyed themselves! =)

2011-12-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

你會在哪裡現在你叫什麼名
密封了勇氣落款決心

我捂著自己外面的世界不安靜
而心很確定 (我確定) 想聽你呼吸 (呼吸)

Love 把心扔到海裡刻上愛的字跡
時光帶我去有你的地方

漂流著一千年都過了我在海裡頭 (在海裡頭)
有一種見不到你就不回去的念頭
漩渦中聽見耳邊的風微微顫抖
蒼海桑田黑夜白晝

我隨著時間的方向一圈圈打著轉
你會不會找到我將要在哪裡靠岸
如果有一天撞傷一個小缺口我怕沉入海底

我捂著自己外面的世界不安靜
而心很確定 (我確定) 想聽你呼吸 (呼吸)

Love 把心扔到海裡刻上愛的字跡
時光帶我去有你的地方

漂流著一千年都過了我在海裡頭
有一種見不到你就不回去的念頭
漩渦中聽見耳邊的風微微顫抖
蒼海桑田黑夜白晝

我隨著時間的方向一圈圈打著轉
你會不會找到我將要在哪裡靠岸
如果有一天撞傷一個小缺口我怕沉入海底

如果愛有錯也等得起

2011-12-10T21:29:00.002+08:00

For 3 consecutive days i've been heading out.. OMG~ i noe not good.. but bo bian.. haiz..

wed- met up wif my lovelies..

thur- met up wif my good frien, dennis.. he's back!

had a great chat wif him.. and even saw kor on the expressway when he sent me home.. LOL..

fri- "HTHT" wif yams!! hehe..

this is nt the end.. i've alot more programs lining up sia! =))

Sun- k wif Yb and Aq..

next sat-sun: TCP christmas gathering and shao's bdae celeb

mon- Darric's b'dae

following fri- PTO christmas celeb

following sat- SHOW fan's clique christmas celeb..

MY GOSH!!

hw can i not get scolded by my mother?! haiz..

2011-12-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

Today was a last min arrangement to meet up.. quite last min la.. hehe..

finally have e chance to meet up wif my lovelies.. =)) supposed to have a planned one, but because it will always happened that there might be some things that cropped up by someone.. anyway, managed to meet up but without Jason only..

well.. first met up wif Darric at Cine and slacked.. showed him the bag that we tinking of gettting for taupok.. =) den slowly walked one round in cine, and then called kelly.. aft a while, she msged over and told us she had reached.. we went over to 313 and grabbed the manhatten bag..

because of getting the bag we are still early, so we went to sit at the food court while waiting for mc and pok.. =) when pok reached, we went over to cine again to meet him.. we settled down at xin wang for dinner.. ard 10am he arrived.. we slacked and had our dinner there.. it was a big big meal sia.. so much food.. lol..

aft dinner we went to slack outside Cine.. chatted and passed pok he's manhatten bag.. haha.. =P nice expression! LOL~ anyway we even took e chance to decide on the next meetup for Darric's b'dae..

headed home only ard 1 plus.. =)

2011-11-27T18:00:00.005+08:00

Ytd was the sundown festival event..

aft hualien that time's concert, i've nv expect that i'll be so lang bei for a concert! somemore this time is not free de!! my gosh~ that time hualien's one is free, we got chairs and ponchos for free coz its also rainy day! hmm~~

anyway.. my dear hubby arrival timing was 12 plus.. but flight got delayed.. ended up 1 plus den landed.. and this time when go jie ji, wow.. i got such a close up video of him~ eggcited! hahhaha..

sundown festival.. err.. e moment we stand in front of the stage, there's no way u shld leave.. coz u will nt be able to go back in for sure! and we are all so tired waitin for the start of the concert.. which thing is they din even like say clearly what time start! we waited and waited.. finally 8pm liao! here comes the concert..

host for the event, lee teng and Peifen..

1st performance i tink is by local sch performance ah~ haha

2nd performance is by Vivid, a jap rock band.. err.. to be honest, im so sry.. i donno how to appreciate heavy metal songs~ i almost puked because of the strong base.. 4-5 songs i tink.. but aft that all suits my type of music ah.. so hai hao~ haha

3rd performance is by Zhang Yun Jing.. 3-4 songs.. good live performance!! nice..

4th performance is by Teen Tops.. a korean boy band.. Got shuai ge oh~ but i heard frm my friends is that they are all very young boys!! haha.. Kr really alot of new boy bands sia..

5th performance is by Hebe!! she's really pretty and her live is also damn good! but i realise smth.. i tink her performance must have mike stand wor~ hehe..

LASTYLY, 壓軸we have with us 羅志祥！！he came out abruptly aft a song that was played aft hebe's performance.. don like.. no intro for him! boo~ anyway.. still enjoyed he's performance! hehe..

And to be honest, i tink this concert is all filled with 實力派s.. hehe.. =PP Good performances by the artistes, but probably the organisers could improve slightly abit more? =))

Hubby next day early in the morning heading back to Taiwan.. this is the shortest trip he had in spore sia.. Still happy to see him again in Spore! hehehe.. and he's new album will be coming out soon too! hehe~ =)

Tiring weekend, went hm aft lunch and slept through the afternoon.. haha..

2011-11-22T21:15:00.002+08:00

counting down to sundown~ hehe

my dear hubby is coming back to singapore soon.. though its a damn freaking short one.. =(

but at least can see he's live performance once again, give him all the support that he needs frm us, the feeling is great! =)

Lookin forward to having fun wif my crazy SFCs friends and to see my hubby again! =pp

2011-11-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

Movie outing day~

Today is PA outing.. meaning to say we only work half day!! haha..

first of all we went for lunch tgt at Illuma, some korean bbq.. It was a damn freaking full lunch~ lol.. and to be honest ah.. Korean bbq is FULL of meat~ OMG~ haha..

aft lunch, which is ard 3 plus already.. we head to the movie theatre for my first movie of the day.. and that is HAPPY FEET 2!! its not a bad movie~ hehe.. and the baby penguin, little Erric is SO SO SO SO damn cute can?! haha.. hw i wish i can keep him at home~

aft movie its alrdy 5 plus.. and JJ allowed early dismissal.. so me and yams went for a short shopping before heading back to town for our 2nd round of movie at Cineleisure.. and kns, we are like a fool.. got the online bookin q, when we go the counter that person say not open yet.. bt when we joined the LONG Q~ its opened liao! kns! because of the f long q, we missed 5-10 mins of the movie sia.. this movie is really NC16 sia.. haha.. quite a number of vulgar words ah~ and verbal sexual contents? can i say that? haha.. anyway ya abit off~ but i damn like the flash back part.. haha.. overall its also a not bad movie! hehe..

The late heavy lunch made us so full that even aft dinner, we also don feel like eating dinner.. so we just grab some light snacks at Xing Wang before heading home.. =p

Nice day wif yams though we just went for movie~ LOL!

Next movie i want to watch will be Already Famous and Twilight le~ hehe..

2011-11-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

是否曾想過，你和每一個在你身邊的朋友的友誼到底是建立在什麼上面嗎？利用？利益？還是就單純的關心和愛護他或她們呢？

人跟人之間，一定就存在著某種私心嗎？

有時做個傻瓜也滿累的。有時太為人找想也滿累的。

是否有時能自私點？自私會比現在來的更快樂嗎？

＊思考＊

2011-11-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

很多人說過，愛情是不能衡量的。但是，當對方不能給你任何的肯定，這已經呈現出對方心理的那把尺。

this is smth that i came out with aft knowing something that happened in my friend's r/s..

Always be in a r/s only if you really love that very person.. don because she's pretty or he's handsome, or any other superficial reasons.. because superficial doesn't bring your r/s far.. if you've decided to step into a r/s.. learn to be responsible.. be responsible to the one whom u used to say you wish to be with.. don because of an instance feel and get tgt as either one will get hurt or get very tired of being the one who placed e most effort.. people who are in a r/s, i hope they would really cherish e one they are with now, learn to love one another daily abit more.. once decided to be in a r/s, learn to bring happiness to the other one and not hard times..

the feeling is back.. i start to suspect my ability, suspect what's the real purpose of hanging on..

what's actually keeping me to hold on? i start to wonder again.. like again ya!

2011-11-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

Never be a fool in neither ur own life nor to be a "fool" in other ppl's life.. it doesn't bring you far at all..

sometimes i just wonder, my kindness towards ppl will lead to what?

sometimes i wonder, am i being expected too much unexpectedly? or am i expecting myself towards certain things that i shldn't?

i wondered, am i not opening my arms wide enuf to accept every single unexpected incidents?

i wondered, what are exactly my abilities?

hanging on.. but who knows.. one day it might just happen.. =)

2011-11-06T01:52:00.001+08:00

for the very first time, my heart just keep "bleeding" aft my exams..

i just feel so so so so upset abt it..

of course! Definitely! NOT coz i'll miss mugging! but because i very scare i'll fail again! just ** can!!! i really hate it!! F***ing hate myself can?! ='(

2011-10-26T21:35:00.003+08:00

有時一句簡單的話，都會讓我覺得很溫馨～

對你我只有謝謝～

2011-10-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

我討厭我自己一切事情都把我身上扛！

2011-10-17T00:54:00.000+08:00

i suddenly realise i am so stupid! hw dumb can i be! i cant believe it.. haiz.. once again i start to dislike myself for being so silly.. so stupid.. not knowing hw to love myself more!

2011-10-09T23:15:00.003+08:00

Has been always expecting that i will get to have a chance to go out wif all the 5 bosses for once! =) and yeah.. ytd my "dream" came true.. i also donno why i wld wan such a day.. but well, "dream" came true.. hahah..

frankly speaking, was quite shocked when ym whatsapp me asking me whr am i.. and asked if i wanna go out.. =)) RARE hor! hahha.. because its rare, so of course must go la.. anyway im also quite bored at home.. no mood to study anyway.. =( when sean saw me he even asked why im free ytd.. actually im free most of the time dee... hahhaha..

met up wif them at 1000pm plus.. YM came over to fetch me, and he actually went to my old house area to pick me.. haha.. so cute~ while waiting for the other driver to fetch the rest over, ym went to pump petrol.. =) and we went over to yishun dam..

chatted for ard an hr plus there.. and decided to leave as the sky is turning cloudy and its like gonna rain soon.. haha.. so our next location was AMK mac.. =) sometimes i really tink ah.. weisiong is really very sao xing! hahah.. he keep saying he wanna go home de lo.. wah lau~ hahaha.. but in the end he still went wif us la.. =PP and it was a long chatting session there.. talk cock, talk serious stuffs.. alot under the nice, cooling weather.. and in total i tink we were there for like 2hrs plus ba? hahah.. and ard 0245pm, the two drivers sent two each home.. haha..

really enjoyed ytd's hang out.. though at first really like nth much to say.. but slowly build up.. more things to say liao.. =)) hope there will be more chances.. hehe.. thanks for the wonderful night my dear bosses as well as my lbn! hahhaha.. =P thanks boss tan for remembering me! hahhaa.. but one ting i don like abt boss tan is that he always ask me shut up! WAHAHAHAH.. kidding la.. i tink boss tan always tink i cant take jokes! donno why also.. i damn can take jokes de k?! dumb! stupid!! and another ting i don like him always sms half way de! WAHAHAHAHA

ps: there's a possibility ym might read this, so i post in a way that he will read it! hahaha..

in conclusion.. really a great tcp "backstage" meetup! haha..

2011-10-07T20:34:00.004+08:00

its really smth to be happy that i managed to push one of my cast out and he got a role~ =)) though i din help in the process but can i ask for a little credit? hehe.. that is i mentioned him to boss.. and of course thks to boss tan who agreed to me and decided to push him out for auditions when he can.. hehe.. =PP happy actually is coz he din disappoint me la! Congrats Png!!

of course im also happy that our dearest long ge clinched a role too!! =)) long ge seh~ heheh..

and also my dear Adele! =)) 2nd show..

Guys u are great! done well and good!! =)) so happy for u guys!!

2011-10-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to u!

it wishes that i've sent out to u thru sms.. but a wishes that is not being appreciated by u.. well.. nvm.. its expected that i wont receive any reply frm u le.. its supposed to be none of my business.. but if i don remember, it will naturally be none of my business but i remembered, and my contacts are synced to fb, so there's reminder! cui~ well~ i did what i shld out of courtesy..

this has also showed that no matter hw much effort or hw much time i put into certain things, it will never be what i want.. =) Not trying to be AA.. but if whoever is reading thinks i am.. den u donno me well.. u can just don come back here and read.. i would appreciate alot! =)))

2011-10-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

For the 2nd time, i see my colleagues discussing the company trip.. the trip that their boss is sponsoring them to go.. mine for e 2nd time, nv mention anything.. quite depressing.. quite upset that i cant go wif them.. dislike listening to discussion that doesn't includes me.. =( but i consoled myself by saying that don expect so much frm boss, because boss has been accommodating my schedule and not the other way.. =)) well.. let it be ba.. soon i'll get over it..

2011-10-01T23:05:00.003+08:00

what's the most impt things in life? its to take things lightly! learn to face the facts promptly and never deceive urself!

2011-09-23T21:31:00.003+08:00

starting to suspect what's going on in my life? am i living for myself or for ppl? well~ i donno.. though i complain hw ppl treat me.. but as i always said to myself.. probably i myself is the main prob ba.. i lead to all these..

so? im the biggest failure in life..

愛一個人，所一不關你多不喜歡，你還是會儘力的去幫忙。就因為一個“愛”。

another issue:
im working hard towards being accepted in another grp of friends.. hopefully things will stay as beautiful as it is.. i may not of alot of help to them.. but i starting to feel slightly with them le.. donno what to say.. but i'll try my best to stay on.. try my best to help as much as i can.. and i hope things will get not only btr.. but much much btr!

2011-09-11T14:07:00.005+08:00

I felt the difference with the change..
it had been a long time ever since i enjoyed myself wif them..
i hope this lasts, and history will never repeat anymore.. but 见过鬼是真的怕了！

2011-09-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

Today is Yongming's 21st Birthday Celebration! =))

location: Swissotel The Stamford..

This celebration was planned by Joyce, ym's beloved gf..

Met up wif the rest at City Hall 5pm.. gathered and get all of them to write up the birthday card.. =)) and we headed to the hotel room~ =))

this was taken when we are on our way up to level 64!! hehe

the view frm the hotel room is damn freaking nice can?! hehe.. executive suite!! omg.. lol.. of course soon, they started to eat and of course photo taking la! and im the photographer of the day.. 1 shot frm ym's cam and the other frm mine..

these were the ones that went early.. Two bosses, sean and des.. Weisiong still otw, tham came slightly later.. adele, alvin, yyann, shiying, jie ying, ken, xian huan, me, jasmine, JH and of course the lead and he's gf!

ps: sean is the one helping out to take this photo..

same grp of people, just that now the photographer changed and there's a new kid, willy.. lol..

as they were eating.. ym starts to take individual shots with every single guests that were there.. =))

so in between were all chit chatting sessions, picking of ppl up and down.. lol.. soon boss ong came.. and while they were all chit chatting, i also started to take photos wif everyone.. =))

started off the ball rolling with yyann..

first shot of the day with my dear boss! =)

not forgetting the cute little girl, boss's gf, joyce!! =))

xin ku le!! =)) great plan! hard work!! but i believe ym appreciated damn loads! hehe..

TCP is 5 years old, our friendship is also ard there! =)) boss sean!

what's guys' favorite game? lol.. whack.. stack.. haha

grp shots again lo~ this one is all girls with the bdae boy! =))

and this one is wif all the guys! =)) ei. i tink willy is missing again!! lol..

in between, we had ard 2 rounds of heart attack.. big grp! and damn high can?! haha.. there was even a round whereby, they were passing so fast that the one beside me, which is yyann cant catch the speed.. i shouted for a hold.. they tot i got the full set alrdy.. and everyone so kan jiong.. just moved theirs hands over to the middle immediately.. lol.. and i laughed like mad can?! hahahhaha.. tian ah~ but its fun and high..

aft that sean's high-ness didn't end.. he went on.. he even started to turn into an angry bird! LOL.. i got the video but haha.. shall protect he's reputation! wahahaha.. ard 9 plus, here comes tham and Teck Guan! my dear cute boss.. haha.. =pp but the moment he come, the bosses had to go settle some nonsense wif some nonsense ppl! lol..

i was so bored that i even started to play ard wif Joyce's Ipad.. haha.. and i drew this..

nice siol~ haha.. but this is definitely not my only art piece.. hehe

next shot!! with another boss.. boss koh~

and aft that we started to prepare the cake for our shou xing! =))

sang him birthday songs.. followed by he's wishes..

and group photos!! heheh

a normal one~

one of the candid shots.. haha.. =))

eat cake, talk cock.. and relax relax liao.. and slowly ppl starting slacking here and there liao..

continued taking some other shots wif the rest.. =)

Jie Ying

Adele

Alvin.. and do take a look at the monkey behind! LOL

JH kor..

Ah jie and teck guan..

Joyce!!!

willy!!

look at this following photo!

if u are wondering what they r doing.. they are actually trying to di-siao ws.. because he's the only one without he's pink NRIC.. the other guys had all completed their NS excluding Willy who has yet to be in.. haha.. =))

My cute boss!!! haha..

nono!! i did not miss another boss..

Boss ong!! =))

aft that is really nua liao.. shiying and jie ying left the place ard 1030pm.. and the next grp is boss tham, boss ong and boss koh left at ard 11pm.. the rest tat were still ard are me, yyann, guan, sean, ken, willy, jh and jasmine.. and when we were chatting.. the topic is back to someone! lol..

this was taken by boss tan! =)) haha..

this was the card we gave him..

we even had a small drinking session while chatting with the birthday boi.. woo hoO~ haha..

talk.. slack.. and ard 0130am, left with yyann.. and thanks to guan, we got free rides home.. before we left, another few rounds of photo taking..

this is the last photo i took wif him.. ))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY! I KNOW ITS AN ADVANCE BUT THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEN AND COLLEAGUE..

2011-09-08T19:29:00.000+08:00

I had never ever tot i would wanna to give up on an assignment so much!

its like no matter hw much i search, i still cant find any research that's related to my assignment! if i still don get it completed i'll lose 60% of my marks! i just feel like giving up! coz i donno hw to proceed!!!!!

just FML!! =((

2011-08-30T17:40:00.002+08:00

certain things, no matter how much u wanna hide away from, it will just appear right in front of you.. sometimes, even when u doesn't have the intention, it will just happen right in front of you.. is this what we have to do? that is 面對現實？

and 現實is always cruel~

i cant believe i did smth that i would nv expect myself to have done.. i donno why i can do it too..i don wish to hurt anyone.. i don wish to show hw unreasonable i am (which i may not be) but im also stopping myself frm expecting too much.. i noe i do not have the right to expect much.. because im simple a normal one.. easily replaceable..

2011-07-09T21:35:00.000+08:00

next celebration was wif my colleagues at Holland V steamboat buffet.. =)) and i saw terence that day.. like i've always seen him ard.. anyway.. yup.. quite a number of us went.. ok la.. ard 10? hehe.. its a simple yet full of enjoyment's celebration.. =))

grp photo!! =))

nicely placed on a plate by me hor? hahah

this is a watch frm them!! nice!! hehe.. =PP

thanks my colleagues for this gift and the mini celebration.. nice knowing u guys and it had been going to 3 years of working tgt le.. =)) though there were alot of times i wasn't in office.. and it seems as though we are no longer as close as before.. but still its nice of u guys to remember my birthday and willing to fork out money to share a gift for me.. thank you guys!! =))

2011-07-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

this year i'll be finally heading to the country i wish to go.. that's taiwan.. so this year friends had to either celebrate way before my birthday or else way aft my bdae.. because when im bk frm taiwan, i would be busy wif moving house too..

first grp that celebrated wif me.. kor's khakis.. =))

we went to a very diff place for dinner.. hehe.. timbre!!

there was a dedication system there.. and they were all secretly whatapping to do smth.. and that is to dedicate a message to me.. its simple msg.. but well.. like it.. hehe..

me, kelly, pok and jason were early.. and they were freaking hungry.. so they decided to order some food first.. and we ordered e must try.. duck pizza.. heheh..

this is a combi of flavour.. the other flavour is buffalo wings.. smth like that de.. haha.. but both is nice.. =)) as well as order a saugages..

ard 11plus, both kor and Darric are also ard le.. they made another round of order.. =) and other than the pizza, we order a platter.. done.. its cake time.. =)) i tink they were quite bored.. but today they are all so nice.. they nv dily dali to take grp photo oh~ touched.. hehe..

black forest ice cream cake.. which was supposed to be a surprise.. but it failed.. =p they brought me along to get the cake.. haha

grp photo.. =) this is the first time they all moved fast to get the photo taken.. and kor kor actually asked kelly to move away to let him sit there.. i noe la.. probably coz he's lazy to stand la.. oops.. hahah.. but well.. he din reject.. hehe..

ard 12 plus, we left.. we were standing outside the restaurant chit chatting.. LOL..and meanwhile i took individual shots wif them.. =)) haha

kelly!!

Darric!!

jason!!

taupok!!

kor!!

Thks lovelies for forking out the time to celebrate my birthday for me.. =) i noe they are all packed wif their own stuffs. .and they r all so tired aft a day's work yet they still spent several hours wif me.. thks for their time and of course the present though i've yet to receive the part 2.. =)) love you guys~~

2011-06-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

很多事情，不是說你想解決就能解決的。

很多事情，不使用說的就能了解整件事的來龍去脈的。

很多事情，別人處處為你們找想，但你們一點也不知道。

很多事情，人們是被保護的，被包庇的，但他們不知道。

很多事情，人們就是那麽的不把別人看在眼裏。

很多事情，人類想到的就是現實，而不是其他的。

很多事情，人都選擇靜靜的不出聲，就爲了維持一切。

很多事情，人類會憑空想象。以爲你認爲的就是事情的真相。

很多事情，是因爲原諒再也不能放進來談時，人們就開始翻臉。

i donno hw realistic humans are.. listening to a friend telling me how bad he's feeling.. hw he's being criticised by someone whom he's friends shldn't believed.. telling me hw hard he has been trying to keep everything on track.. telling me hw hard he had been trying he's best to make everyone's job easy.. telling me hw much he tink abt us when it comes to pay.. all i know is he tinks alot about he's friends whose working wif him.. and as a boss he had been trying he's best to protect every single one.. but just one "opportunity", everything is gone.. the hard work he had put in had all gone to waste.. and who understands? even i who knows almost every thing, doesn't really understand hw he feels.. he had been thru so many things, almost died and yet in the end, people he protected the most ended up hurting him the most.. and when i hear hw much he had tink for me, i felt so bad that i actually asked him tt.. knowing hw much he's going thru, yet im asking abt e sensitive qn.. even i myself is a failure.. though he told me hw good a friend i had been to him, staying by him when he's partner went missing, and etc, these made me feel more guilty.. =(( he had been trying so hard, but we are just looking at the $.. knowing clearly what's e situation, yet being pulled away by other people.. i felt so helpless, and felt so bad.. that i dono hw to react but to cry.. i felt worst when he say if anything were to happen to him in the next few mths or next few years, i'll be taken care of.. tell me hw can i not feel guilty? ended up he comfort me, telling me its not my fault and all.. why? why things are so unfair? =(((

2011-06-10T22:19:00.004+08:00

我從來沒有想過
會是這樣的結果
最後竟然不是你陪我到最後
你任性地選擇自由
代價是我的惶恐
一片突然之間抹去的天空

我沒有恨你什麼
所以才更加難過
最後竟然不是你陪我到最後
那些照片裡的笑容
腦海中你的溫柔
全都必須遺留在這個路口
這不容易但我會很努力
不讓那些回憶在夜裡讓我哭醒
我知道不容易但我會很努力
拼湊起我的心
一個人繼續勇敢地前進

我沒有恨你什麼
所以才更加難過
最後竟然不是你陪我到最後
那些照片裡的笑容
腦海中你的溫柔
全都必須遺留在這個路口
這不容易但我會很努力
不讓那些回憶在夜裡讓我哭醒
我知道不容易但我會很努力
拼湊起我的心
一個人繼續勇敢地前進

這不容易但我會很努力
不讓那些回憶在夜裡讓我哭醒
我知道不容易但我會很努力
拼湊起我的心
一個人繼續勇敢地前進

現在擁有的並不代表我永遠都不會失去。現在告訴我會陪我到最後的，隨時都還是有可能會在一瞬間消失。不過我很希望這天再也不要來。因爲這種打擊，我會受不了。

這只是聼了這首歌，囘想到以前的事而已。

我會陪你和你們一起繼續走下去。

2011-05-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

because i've nv really managed to convinced myself.. so im back to my usual..

but well its also because i love that person too much le.. hehe..

2011-05-10T00:04:00.002+08:00

I know i've been repeating and repeating that don ever wait till when things happen then you start to regret.. but humans r really like that.. lol..

ytd met wif an accident wif dad.. none of us were injured.. but he's taxi is badly injured.. details i wont say.. but up till now, i still gt the scene in my mind.. to be honest.. its damn scary.. i freaked.. but coz dad's safety is more impt, and the necessary procedures are more impt.. thus i had to stay calm..when i helped my dad to copy down the info, my hands were shivering la.. wth~

today on the bus, though im on the bus, i also do have a slight fear.. and ytd's dinner no appetite.. its just one word suay man! haiz..

then mother lei? her eyes donno what happened.. today went to polyclinic to check.. and she was asked to go TTSH to do a detailed check and x-ray.. and she got 3 days mc.. going back next week.. hope her eyes will be fine..

sister and brother in law currently overseas.. donno to tell her anot also.. but since nth serious.. so probably let her enjoy her trip first?

vexed max.. start to dislike the world so much!! or rather i shld say i've nv liked tis world ever since i grew up?

2011-05-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

congrats to myself.. another sem's of exams are over!! yes!! moving further down to study life.. =))

damn looking forward to my hubby's concert next week!! woo hoo~~ hehe..

aft that will be my trip.. hehe.. =PP

relax relax relax!! haha..

2011-05-02T21:22:00.003+08:00

i realise i dint blog abt dearest's birthday.. wahaha.. =pp shall do a quick post on he's birthday..

met them up at Chinatown.. got Moses, dearest, Jason and TP.. lol.. anyway before we headed to the club, we went Macdonald first coz our dear tp havent eat and since we need to wait for Kelly and Jerald too.. haha.. they were there talking abt their work stuffs and soon the two late comers arrived.. again we slacked awhile more before we headed to the club.. its somewhere new.. =) we had a room to ourselves, and the room is damn big can? nt as cosy as what we used to have.. hehe.. and we are like all so spread out, wanna talk also like abit difficult..

12 plus later, we went out to the hall area to join he's other friends.. watched performances and had slight supper there.. and also CAKE!! hehe.. bu ended up got 2 cakes and ours disappeared! =(( i 辛辛苦苦，specially go order de cake! =(( but im glad that at least dearest remembers that the cake did went missing.. lol..

when we get to go back to our own space.. dearest and tp sang a few songs and we asked him to open presents!! aft our clear intro of presents by kelly, i changed the present for him immediately.. did sense that dearest like abit nt happy but he did asked if i need help too.. hehe.. =p anyway hope he likes it..

this year special.. he went home on he's own! haha.. no one had to carry him up to the taxi and back home.. haha.. he was so freaking awake.. and we just drank not even a bottle of liquor.. lol.. boring~ haha..

i noe dearest din really enjoy himself.. but hope he liked our 陪伴~ hehe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!! =))

2011-04-27T15:35:00.001+08:00

These watches are damn nice sia!!! I WAN~~ but every ex siol~ probably.. PROBABLY can consider.. hehe

2011-04-06T23:05:00.002+08:00

Last sat, the day aft April fool TCP had their awards show.. this is the most grand one so far? as emphasized by our dear sean again and again.. haha.. more audience, trophies, bigger LT, sales of tickets, VIP guests.. Really is VIP!! phew~ but heng ah.. it was a successful one..

e day started off as early as 1000am till 0700pm.. a long day for almost all of us because we need to run everything before the actual starts.. to be honest, im honored to play the part of being 3rd IC for the event though it was quite a stressful one.. frm 1000am i've been feeling quite stress till the ushering , till the flow of the awards.. and honestly, being e one who needs to go ard, getting everyone ready accordingly to flow, im very worried that i'll go haywire and kana scolded.. haha.. but im so proud of myself that it was quite ok? =) hehe.. this had even earned me a friendly hug that had disappeared long long long long time ago.. and thks Png for the short massage that asked me to be abit more relax.. (i hope i din remember wrongly =p).. haha..

anyway, i had came to realise that i've worked wif mostly new people for the awards show.. the last award show i was involved, the crews that we had were fred, me, yyann, peiwen and? haha.. i tink got one more but i cant remember.. tis year we have more! and the experience of working wif this new team is a good experience! nice people to play ard and work with.. and its sean who gave me this wonderful experience.. Thanks Sean!! =) really nice to know tham, Teck, Alan, Desmond and Weisiong, this grp of new crews.. and zender the talkative host.. haha..

The moment when the whole awards ended, i was so happy because i noe i wont be scolded! haha.. =p happily i went to shake hands with all my lovable crews.. haha.. thks for all ur guidance and help my beloved crews!! and great job to the 3 hosts, Sean, Zender and Shawn!!

anyway.. Congrats to all of my dearest cast that had won an award.. u guys r great.. To ken for getting the best Actor, Ah jie for being the best actress, Clarissa for the best newcomer, Wei long for the most improved, Christopher and Twin for the best supporting, and Png for the best host, alouis, kaile and Yong ming for being in the top 7!! u guys are great!! regardless of what, u guys had did a great job for the past 1-2 years.. proud of u guys for performing urself well in ur roles! u guys are lovely!! =)) keep up e good work..

the team had worked hard to make this awards a wonderful and meaningful one.. 你們都辛苦了~ to sean, tham, des, wei siong and ym!

nice and wonderful memory~

tq guys!!

2011-03-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

很多事情，不是說我想放棄，就能放棄的。

很多事情，不是說我要用不同的角度看，事情就會不一樣的。

很多事情，不是說樂觀一點的面對，事情就會不一樣。

很多事情，不是越比去理會，它就會不存在的。

很多事情，不是可以看得那麽簡單。

很多事情，不是說不去要求，一切都會不一樣的。

很多事情，往往都不會使我們所要的結果。

但原因是什麽？

2011-03-20T00:44:00.001+08:00

所有事情都讓我覺得好疲憊，好難過。

所有人，事和物。

我已經要開始沒那份動力了~

我不知道還有那裏可以給我一份繼續下去的動力！

2011-03-19T00:17:00.002+08:00

熟悉的巷口同样的理由
你又流泪来找我
轮回的折磨陪你一起疯
再次做你的避难所
治好伤口你说也许不适合我
我很想说说祝福不舍得苟求
你的笑容我自己保留
陪你到最后不说的温柔
就算这辈子只能当观众
在你身后我会将爱拆封温暖你的手
陪你到最后不说的承诺
不会再让你一人看日落
握你的手一前一后一左一右
对我已足够
熟悉的巷口同样的理由
你又流泪来找我
轮回的折磨陪你一起疯
再次做你的避难所
治好伤口你说也许不适合我
我很想说说祝福不舍得苟求
你的笑容我自己保留
陪你到最后不说的温柔
就算这辈子只能当观众
在你身后我会将爱拆封温暖你的手
陪你到最后不说的承诺
不会再让你一人看日落
握你的手一前一后一左一右
对我已足够
像流星陪伴着夜空
只要照亮你的轮廓心就不会寂寞
陪你到最后不说的温柔
就算这辈子只能当观众
在你身后我会将爱拆封温暖你的手
陪你到最后不说的承诺
不会再让你一人看日落
握你的手一前一后一左一右
对我已足够

why is there such a nice song? haiz..

有時候我覺得，人因該做的自私一點。

人因該笨一點。

有些事情不知道反而更好。

有些事，能離得越遠越好！　

我也會有感覺到疲憊，掩卷的時候。

但是這不代表，我要將一切結束掉。

我只是想留一點時間給自己，讓自己充充電，給自己加加油。

人們都一直說，要懂得愛自己。　

但活了２１年了，我還是不會愛我自己多一點。

是失敗還是成功？我還能繼續一直這樣到幾時？

難道我希望能感受到的，有那麽困難嗎？

有一天我真的會累的。

累到我誰都不想聯絡，累到只想躲起來。　

但我永遠也沒那個勇氣那麽做。

我很希望在這個沒人理會我，沒人能愛我那麽多一點的世界裏消失。

勇氣是我需要的～

而力量是來之餘身邊所愛的人。。。。。　

2011-03-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

how fragile can a friendship be? =)

probably no one can even give me an ans to this qn..

my good friends just tell me, everything will be back to normal.. but i just worried.. i do complain.. but this friend is still a very close frien that i wouldn't want to lose too.. though i really hope that it wont come to an end, it still has to depend on that frien..

i donno hw much this friend is being affected nw by the change.. but im definitely very affected..

i don wanna cry for a friendship for 2 mths? lol.. (estimate)

tt time ben left my life, a 6 mths of CLOSE friendship, i cried almost everyday for a mth.. anyway i tink also because it ended off badly..

tis time is years of friendship.. will it change because this frien don trust my stand of still being a good listener? i donno.. i hope not.. but if its fated that the friendship just slowly fades away this way, i really gt nth to do abt it.. it takes 2 hands to clap..

test tml.. hope i wont get my mind occupied by this.. haiz..

2011-02-19T00:23:00.002+08:00

came across this 2 bracelet frm mont blanc web!!

its nice la.. haha.. dono hw much is that.. hope one day i can get one of them.. hehe..

2011-02-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

New updates on my blog posts.. haha.. i noe its been dued since like hw many weeks ago.. haha.. =PP

since last fri i've been busying submitting and rushing for assignments.. GROUP assignments.. last week even because of one of the assigment, some idiots showed me attitude, started flaring like a mad dog.. fucking scold non stop, say non stop like hw someone did to me before.. he no 2 liao la! and to be frank, even though aft that he asked me don be angry, im still angry.. stop acting as though are you are ok la.. so hypocrite! and im so proud of myself.. i actually smiled when i talked to him the next day aft i get scoldings frm him.. im also another great actor man! haha.. but i swear i'll never work with him anymore.. GRR!!

today another assignment was submitted.. haiz.. till the last min im stil doing editing.. what a school life.. friday another one.. but that's nt the end!! 3 more individual assignments will be dued accordingly sia!!

save me ah!!! tian ah!!!

new song mv.. another one another one!! broadcast on tis day, valentine's day is so sweet~~ haha

2011-02-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

one more ting down frm my wishlist!! hehe.. =))

so happy that i've finally pampered myself to get STAGE jacket!!! hehe

claps for myself.. hehe.. and i simply love it alot!! omg~~ haha..

thks Kelly for ur accompany!! and we had another round of chat.. once again she told me things tt i don really believe, but im still quite happy to hear abt it.. and whether will probe anot, it will always be a questions mark in my heart until the day arrives.. hopefully e day wont arrive..

2011-02-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

4th day of cny..

im sry.. u guys kept seeing the same ppl.. no choice.. mainly i bai nian is onli these few ppl.. haha.. =))

had a great game there.. wif real chips.. and learnt texas.. nice game!! hehe..

before all of us head home, we took a few shots of family photo.. =))

haiz.. last time when ah gong is ard, we dint even tot of always taking photos every year..

2011-02-06T01:33:00.002+08:00

in my life.. some people will always have an impt place in my heart.. =) it has been since many years back.. and it wont change even till i die esp when we still contact.. even the one that is un contactable still has a place in my heart..

i donno why do i have to tink so much when i can just choose to ignore.. but i really just feel so insecure? can i say that? i cant even find a proper term to describe what have been bothering me for the past one mth.. ppl might tink that just because of such things u start tinking so much nonsense? to me its nv nonsense.. and i admit im someone who tinks alot.. at least i found ppl who tinks the same way as me..

if u noe u mean alot to me, i hope i feel e same way.. of course, i cant expect alot and that's just what i hope.. because everybody have their choice of their friends and have their way of handling things.. tt's y certain things are better kept to myself to save changes happening.. But no matter what happened, regardless of smth happened to me, or i did smth, remember, it will nv be smth tt i would really wanna do.. because u r impt, e place in my heart is irreplaceable.. i'll still love u as much as before.. i definitely scare of losing u!!

2011-02-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

ytd.. met up wif my SHOW fans and gave a mini surprise for our dearest Junxi.. haha.. =))

first time went out wif sunglasses! cool de la~ haha..

went for k at bugis.. =)) 1130am - 0600pm.. we spammed cameras and took turns to take loads of pictures whenever one takes over e mic.. haha..

and aft that we headed to Porn's for dinner.. not a filling one.. but i tink the foods there are not bad.. haha.. =)) except that the portions are all quite small..

they were closed frm 3pm- 6pm.. so when we went over.. we are slightly early.. haha.. ended up we are locked outside.. =PP but not long aft, they are opened! and we are the first grp of customer.. haha..

we started ordering the foods.. and while waiting.. we took a few pictures..

dinner time!!! haha

appetizer.. mango salad! =))

Pineapple rice

a drink that taste abit like ribena.. haha..

I LIKE TIS!! kangkong!! hehe

Chicken tom yam soup! fabulous!! haha

last dish.. stuffed chicken wings.. its nice too! wahaha..

they wanted to order dessert at first.. but because we intend to go for 2nd round.. so they left the space for later.. =))

and it goes to say its surprise time! haha..

the sudden lights off.. and ta da.. hehe

aft that we cabbed to scape as yb wants to get STAGE jacket.. omy.. the jacket that i aimed.. haha.. did consider on getting it.. but ended up left wif the shop empty handed.. aft which we went cineleisure to look for friends.. and seriously ah.. my legs are damn freaking tired.. =pp i gt so hot tempered..

lastly, we went xin wang and we had a damn great round of chat.. haha.. =) shld have sat down earlier and do this chatting ma.. haha.. we pampered ourselves by taking cab hm.. anqi, yb and me we shared one.. wah!! yeah~~ shared cab!! haha..

and home sweet home..

a great day spent! it has been a long time ever since i last went k.. but i must say that place ah.. hmmmmmm.. haha.. but well.. and of course the dinner and the time spent wif my lovely SHOW clique!! hehe..

2011-02-04T23:03:00.006+08:00

2nd day of CNY..

today is the day whereby my relatives come over to my house for visiting..

before they came over, i helped my mother with e dinner preparation.. is omg de busy.. lol.. =pp

let me show u guys the dishes my mother prepared.. hehe..

sweet and sour prawns..

cold dish..

steam fishes..

sea cucumber..

stewed duck.. (i tink is called that.. haha)

Fish maw soup..

delicious lei?? haha.. regret not coming my house for dinner? hehe.. (i donno who am i referring to actually.. =PPP )

aft dinner went for a walk wif few of my cousins.. =)

and back for a few rounds of game aft that.. =pp "gambling"

ard 9 plus they all headed home.. =))

and is cleaning time..

this is how i spent my 2nd day..

2011-02-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

First day of CNY!

woke up early and went to my Yi ma's house for visiting.. and aft tt sent my mother to work..

tot of starting on my WIL assignment.. but sadly.. =(( i start watching shows.. boo~ haha..

and ended up, nth done.. aft tt ard 5 plus head out to pick my mother frm work place to go my grandmother's house.. =))

left her house at 10 plus and headed home..

u guys? well spent? so far lots of hongbaos ma? haha..

2011-02-03T00:51:00.000+08:00

Happy Rabbit Year to u guys!!

Its a new year once again.. And I hope everyone ard me can live happier than before (esp u!), achieve more than what they did last year! And also may all of u guys recieves plenty of hong baos!!

For me? My new year resolution is to really learn a lot of things in life.. Learn to not take things to hard esp friendship.. :)

兔年快樂！

Gonna do e first visiting later in e morning!!

2011-01-23T14:27:00.004+08:00

people.. believe me.. i've got alot of things lining up for me to do.. i've got not enuf time.. =((

6 assignments this semester.. half of it needs to be submitted in feb!! 2nd week of feb!!

two weeks later is CNY le.. i don wanna spend my CNY with my assignments!! tian ah!!

can the time just pause there?? time is flying freaking fast.. haiz..

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ytd one of my friend called me, crying away on e other end of e phone.. first time.. first time i hear his cries.. and what's abt it? another broke up.. hmm.. another long r/s just ended.. hw much and hw long can a r/s really last? i start to really believe that being single might nt be a bad idea after all.. might feel lonely at times, but at least you don't need to face any pain when no matter hw much effort u put in in an r/s, ended up what you get was just upset, quarrels and lastly "lets break up..".. i even start to wonder why people want to get married? they will marry each other is because they've get used to their presence in their life? or they really love each other and they really want to spend their remaining life with one another in a peaceful and happiness environment?

愛情其實是個很脆弱的東西！隨時都會因爲某些影響而改變。唉~~

拼什么 - 罗志祥 MV

2011-01-17T23:26:00.002+08:00

羅志祥-拼什麼 (FM Version)

我在拼甚麼在意甚麼最多

人群走了燈光不在場地淩亂

太多情緒顯得想喊想停很難

諷刺懷疑總是很酸一路糾纏

冷眼冷語不看不管心卻敏感

路燈擦亮午夜車窗像淚光閃閃

想要跟誰溫暖的交談卻只有我和孤單

早上衝衝忙忙出門時

好在有燈忘了關

像誰堅持等了整夜

要給我陪伴

我在拼甚麼在意甚麼最多

為了甚麼又累又寂寞

不怕別人誤會了

就怕最在乎的人也不想懂

有些時候我會作夢盼望

回過頭你在身後溫柔看我

沒有不快樂沒有逼我做抉擇

懂我拼甚麼懂我最寶貝你了

懂你讓我多痛

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stop telling me that it will be good that aft selling away the house, split e money and go diff ways..

have u ever wondered hw do i feel esp when im someone who enjoys the peacefulness that ppl have in their family!?

tt bastard.. got ipod touch le everyday play and play.. nbcb! borrow things frm me, and expect to hold it for long! he said he wanna borrow de lei! wtf! den now? end up is he's la? because i can use my com to charge? what if i don wanna on laptop!! always so inconsiderate and u guys always side him! fuck! i don wanna lend him frm the start also because of that!! i noe i wont get it back! looking at his way of playing the touch! fucking cb!! irritated!! when u need things u talk nicely lah!! den wad u promised always nv happen! arggggggghhhh!! get lost of my life!! i hate u!! i find u dirtying my space!!! i fucking hate u coming back and scream and scream for nth!! GND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE U FOR BEING SO SELFISH!!! I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU!!! GET LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-01-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

cooling weather makes me put things aside.. i like this weather and i hope the weather continues without rain..

i hope for clarification but it cant be done..

im not someone whose really independent nor strong..

i have to learn hw to not take things too hard..

2011-01-06T23:47:00.002+08:00

sometimes simple care frm my frien do brighten up my day.. u can be lame and i might feel irritated, but because of ur lame-ness, i felt ur care.. thks frien! and im really surprised to see ur activeness in my fb!! touched~~ and when u asked me what happened on fb, i don mind telling u but fb is nt a proper place to talk.. and promised to tell u another time.. but if i were to bbm u, i wouldn't noe hw i cld start off.. hope u understands..

ever since the first day, several things had happened.. certain things had came to an end.. and nth can be done to save the situation anymore.. all i can look forward to is a new life.. things will start to change slowly..

there's certain things that i would wish to share but i believe not everyone can listen to it.. no one can really noe what isit like.. im someone who's damn on in lending a listening ear to a friend, willing to play a part in the happiness or sadness they are facing but i donno hw to really 放下心防 cry out to one friend.. and when i've decided to make a move to tell a friend certain things, i lost my way.. i would start to tink that probably keeping it to myself might be a better idea..

i feel like having a chat wif u.. but then............ probably what u said is not what u really felt ba..

i need to change my blog skin le!! but no chance!!! argh.. busy!! =(( k random~~ lol..

2010-12-31T20:11:00.002+08:00

year 2011!

everybody is out there expecting the arrival of 2011.. though im not out there, im nt expecting its arrival!! i actually hope that this year can just end like that.. i do not wish to move any further but just stop here.. i can't imagine what other nonsense i'll face in the coming year.. i shld be wishing for a good year ahead right? but i believe its nt easy! nv will it gonna be one?

2010 is a damn freaking bad year.. a year thats filled wif plenty plenty of water.. plenty plenty of stress.. plenty plenty of nonsense.. i don like tis year.. but i would rather the time just stops here and not hoping for e arrival of another new year.. because in me, other than fear, there's nth else..

i was like asking my colleague if the day can just stop here? she says can, just die today lor.. though it sounds like a good plan.. but no worries i wont do that.. because today is still nt the right time..

ppl u guys must be wondering why am i emo-ing on a new year eve.. because i cant accept the face that another year has passed.. it's a damn unhappy year but still im scare to see the future that's lying ahead..

say smth nice ba..

tis yr i tink the most happiest ting is that i get to see hubby quite a several times tis year!! and im gonna see him for several days again next year!! haha.. =pp he's new album will be releasing soon!! im so damn looking forward..

managed to catch up alot more times wif my sec sch friends as well as my dearest.. this year we broke record liao sia!! we met more than usual!! =)) and happy tt i get to hang out wif he's friends too..

happy for my boss that he hit he's aim!! but of course i hope there's a pay increment for me.. but shld be fat hope?? =))

anyway.. its a fact that 2011 is coming in just a few hours time..

so i would stil wanna wish every one whose 2010 was terribly bad, 2011 will be a much much much greater year for u guys!! every thing will ends off wif a happy face!! hope that friends who are tied to some problems or unhappy stuffs can let themselves go as the clock strikes 12!! i hope to my friends living happily in the year 2011!! and for those whose 2010 is great, may it continues on and on in year 2011!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!! enjoy ur countdown!! loves~~

2010-12-28T07:50:00.002+08:00

Leave this blog before u continue because u won't wanna continue reading.. :)

"We used to talk until 3 AM, now I'm not even lucky to get a hello"

And

"We met. We made friends. We became bff. We promised to always bein there. You changed. You broke the promise. I got mad. We became strangers"

When I saw these quotes e first person tt came into my mind was u.. Sucks max!! Though e 2nd quote wasn't totally true in my case.. But still..

Tis is definitely a case tt no matter hw much I can do for someone，at e end because of a small ting, everything can change.. I shld have learned my mistake but I never! I'm nv able to work hard to make myself nt to do so much for anyone because there mayb a day whereby I'm being "thrown" away for nth!

I've always been tellin myself to let go of myself.. However, hw exactly a person I am I'm totally unsure because I feel tt I've always trying to make myself a perfect frien or loved ones tt my friens would consider.. Probably tis way of tinking is rather childish.. But I'm afraid of losing my friends, my loved ones..

One of my frien did tell me to treat myself better..but I donno hw.. Coz I'm numb..

Everytime aft treatin someone super nice, I'll start wondering did I do e right ting? Hw much am I gonna be appreciated.. Hw many will appreciate?

Ytd someone told me to nt talk nonsense when I don find any frien.. Such nonsense won't happen between our friendship but.. ..

Its all because of u I start tinking nonsense again!!

2010-12-27T22:04:00.003+08:00

nice song ever since i first hear it for Channel U show.. =)

anyway he's new album full of nice songs.. =pp

ytd i went insomia sia! because i was so worried for someone that i cant slp.. im serious.. my god! and today finally get contacted.. and ya.. sry to have tt tinking.. but when my friends or loved ones just go MIA.. i'll go tink abt nonsense.. so forgive me ba.. =) i'll just tink that im e one whose causing it to happen though i may feel that i didn't do anything wrong.. but anyway.. everything is cleared.. =)

2010-12-23T21:57:00.009+08:00

This is the 2nd year of Chirstmas celebration I'm having with my colleagues.. Though im often not very happy with the way they do things. but they are still a bunch of lovely colleagues! =))

Today we went to have our christmas dinner at a lovely place, whereby we all ate full max and we made the money we spent worth it! haha.. because we had Jap buffet at UE Square! we all made it worth it by eating the sashimi!! we ate quite a few plates la.. haha.. =PP

these are some of the foods we ordered.. =))

we ordered so much that aft that when Kelly and Joanne joined us aft their work, we pushed to them whatever that we ordered to them.. haha.. and at the end we even played a few rounds of zong zi mi ma to clear some of the foods.. haha.. =) and Cecily, shao jing, Chiew, cynthia, Frederick and Yams kana.. the rest of us safe frm those food! hehe..

First one! Chiew Ling!

(above) these are the ppl who got punished.. =PP

aft that we headed for a toilet break before we continue with our gifts exchange.. =))

Jj gave Shi ting something high! haha..

this pair of earring Kelly is holding is frm Shao! its nice~ =))

this is wad i gotten frm Kelly! haha.. =))

this was wad i gave Joanne! =))

this lady here gotten 2 BB cream.. haha.. one frm gift exchange and the other frm Shao Jing.. =P

this is a necklace frm Kelly!!

Candies frm Yams!!

Gift frm Shao Jing!! hehe

Gift from boss!! =))

thanks guys for the lovely night!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! =))

2010-12-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

Last year i missed the TCP christmas party.. and this year i managed to make it.. =)) its definitely a new nice place.. but its the weather kills.. haha.. =)) and not much shelters.. but well.. i believe most of us had a great catch up wif one another..

this christmas party got really alot of ppl.. everyone came wif presents in hand and excited for gifts exchange.. haha.. for me the png gotten the png's present.. haha.. =))

as usual if i turn up for christmas party, i will give them a retrenchment letter! wahaha.. =)) and i really had a hard time writing all of their christmas cards.. anyway.. xiao xiao xin yi!

the amazing grp of friends! may this be long lasting and

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE!!

2010-12-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

i have been being busy for weeks.. at least for the past one week, i've been running here and there.. nt to enjoy, or spend money anywhere but to make myself tired.. and i made it.. but i did promise my best frien, pt that i would nt over exhaust myself.. but i really feel more happy when im outside.. i feel more happy when im working somewhere.. i donno why.. im so packed wif stuffs that i start to feel a great mess of my days, "my" calendar.. eg like i wouldn't noe what day am i in today.. anyway i might be losing one side of job soon? =)

last fri went to meet up my lovelies.. tth, kelly and darric.. missing out my dear bro and jason.. =)) but we had great chat frm dinner till the moonlight tea session at Macs! haha.. it has been a long time every since we met up.. so happy to see them.. and Darric said he will meet up for dinner wif me.. he said he will arrange again de! haha.. because we di siao him.. haha.. anyway we will be meeting up again soon.. but feel bad towards them.. because i got curfew, they qian jiu me.. they suggested to come my hse and relax aft dinner or spending time at my function room.. haiz.. so sry to them! =((

what else can i blog ah? there's alot of things in my mind that i wanna blog.. but because i donno hw i shld go abt bloggin.. so im having this hard time.. haiz..

will history repeat for such friendship? im fine to have another great good frien.. wahaha.. but hmm~~ anyway i donno why i'll speak to him abt wad i wanted to tell someone else.. im asked to move on too.. but.. .. haiz..

tml is another week! 2011 is coming.. why why why?! why is time flying so fast?! =((

2010-11-26T20:23:00.003+08:00

seriously i need to change a new phone.. but i can onli change it next week.. because that's when i get my pay.. but nw a big problem is that i donno wad phone to get. i don have alot of money to get a lot better phone.. but no matter wad need to get smth that's much better than wad im using nw.. and sometimes i just dislike changing phone.. because all the messages i save will be gone.. =((( i need to copy out somewhere! haha..

I NEED A PHONE!! lol~~

2010-11-24T23:21:00.003+08:00

just feel so fucked up with some people's childishness.. really seriously!! argh!! if wanna sae i don care, im just lying!! because if i don care, i wont be so angry! she started every nonsense, but she's the one who talk behind my back.. wad's this?! i just don understand why ppl just like to say things behind my back!! like making my reputation bad! last time Ben and Amy's issue like that.. den aft that i feel that there is too.. den nw?! wah enough lah!! this clique is getting more and more hypocrite!! i wish i can be out of everything.. but i'll be working there for long.. so i cant do that.. but just because u are back, alot of things changed.. im really very angry.. i just feel that im being accused.. i hate ppl talkin behind my back and i noe lor! one amy is enough to kill my life! haiz..

shld i let go of it now? seems like no matter hw much i wanna help, i don seems to get things worked out.. i donno wad's the problem.. if this is gonna continue, how are things gonna be going better?? i went back because i hoped for a difference since we are having different ppl le.. probably problem lies wif me ba.. people just don like to work with me? so that's y things tat are to be done by me, i don get it done as soon as i hoped i can.. if problem is really on me, den letting go is a better idea?? anyone can enlighten me? probably gonna speak to my "boss" soon! =))

2010-11-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

simple doesn't noe hw to communicate with her.. when i say wad i tink, she will say those sang qi hua.. say those nonsense.. PLEASE LAH!! i hate her being so childish! i never mean the other way when she commented smth, but she tinks that i did! this is so FUCKED UP! hw do i tell her wad i feel??!! this is so argh!!!!!!!!!!

i hate money! but i need it alot! its all because of him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna be out of the house! i wanna earn loads of money!

2010-11-20T23:31:00.001+08:00

I am using MacBook Pro now!! currently!! however its not mine.. =((( well.. its good enough.. hehe.. Shall enjoy using it now.. =)) woo hoo~~

2010-11-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

I love my new blog song.. hehe.. =))

today is a terrible day for me ba.. morning, when i woke up see sis msg.. aft replying a few, my damn phone give me prob! hang on me.. shit! den i send 2 empty msg out.. my sis tot i got plenty of sms.. actually its true lah.. haha.. =PP

wake up liao.. worst.. mother kept insisting on something i nv do.. like wth lah.. and alot of things.. i am very stressed up also.. i noe wad a situation we are in currently, because of someone.. and i cannot do anything.. i feel like helping.. but there's nth i can do.. im willing to pay the little bills myself, since i start having my holidays le.. but i just got back to work, where i get the money? i need to wait till when i have the money to pay den i pay ah.. but once again, im 'informed' wad a situation she's in.. hw hard life she's having.. i noe everything is on u.. u are carrying a heavy burden.. i noe.. i noe every single thing that's happening..

im someone who actually put family in quite an impt position in my heart.. so whenever there's anything happen, i'll think of every single thing.. hw unhappy my parents will be.. wad will happen aft that.. when such things happen, they are gonna be the scapegoats again.. when things happen, they gonna be the one doing everything again.. i cant bear to see such situation.. and hate to hear.. i wish i can don bother.. but i cant.. when im being told again and again hw we are, i hate it.. i would say i don wanna hear, or i will be very pek chek.. reason very simple.. because i noe hw isit like, i noe everything and i wanna help but i cant..

noe the feeling tt when u feel like helping but there's nth u can do??

2010-11-11T23:19:00.003+08:00

I can never imagine hw lucky i could be.. today there's a lucky draw in Prudential for those agents.. its a sure win lucky draw.. biggest prize is 5 Ipads.. smallest i tink is starbucks voucher.. =)) and my lady boss has got 2 draws! guess wad??!!

i helped my boss draw an IPAD!!! wth~~ when the guy annouced to me that i won an IPAD, i was so calm.. and first ting that came to my mind was isit real??! its so unreal.. my god my god~ but when i break the news to my boss, it don seems to be great.. =)) anyway.. how i wish that's mine~ =))

2010-11-08T22:30:00.001+08:00

went to watch this movie.. hmm~ don like the ending.. but quite scary ah.. haha.. not bad~ first horror movie that i really caught the scare! haha..

2010-11-06T23:43:00.007+08:00

Today met up wif the birthday boy to celebrate he's birthday.. we went Hard Rock Cafe at Resorts World Sentosa.. aft that we went Hollywood after hours.. wanted to watch the fireworks but argh~~ heavy rain.. shall let the photos do most the talkings ba..

the Cecil Tea

Mango Tango with the glass given as sovernior.. of course a new cup.. haha..

hawaiian Chicken

Den's food name too long that i cant remember.. haha..

the birthday boy wif he's food.. haha..

my turn.. i like this photo~ haha..

aft eating out main course.. im waiting for the staff to prepare the cake sia.. most imptly, he finished he's drink and he kept asking me to go because he's feeling cold.. haha.. but i dragged and dragged.. FINALLY!! haha..

the cake came wif a FOC birthday sundae.. and they gave him a surprise.. haha.. =))

he was asked to stand on the chair and everyone was asked to sing a birthday song to him.. oh oh~~ that's wad i was tinking.. haha.. i dint plot that.. i kept emphasing to him.. haha..

the birthday boy wif the birthday cake and birthday sundae.. wahaha..

a photo wif the hard rock cafe.. haha..

aft dinner.. almost killed.. haha.. okok.. anyway we went Hollywood aft hours.. nth much.. wanted to wait for the firstworks.. but due to the stupid rain, haiz..~~

im on hollywood streets!! haha..

for a birthday boy, must like that! haha..

we went hollywood!! haha

looking forward to this roller coaster! =))

cannot miss zi pai!! haha.. ta-da~~

this award is presented by me! haha.. and the name of the award is (below)

im awarded something too.. (below)

haha..

while waiting for the spectacular fireworks.. its present time..

he's tryin tink and open e present..

there he is wif the present.. =))

opening another "present"..

and that's the card.. =))

aft that we went nearer to the lake to wait for the fireworks.. but the rain just gets heavier and heavier.. =(((

this is the number of people waiting for the show.. tian ah~~ haha

aniway.. aft waiting for 15 mins, we decided to leave and head home..

it is a long day for me.. but seeing that my surprise did nt fail me, and i was surprised too by the hard rock staffs.. im very happy.. happy to see my dear friend like the present and surprise alot.. and seriously, i dint expect the watch to suit him so much.. that's another happy thing for myself..

hope he really enjoyed himself and hope he like the present! and yes the he is Dennis~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!! haha..

2010-11-05T01:12:00.003+08:00

listening to "under your wings" from 林育群.. a nice song！！

Its time for me to update on my blog with all my complicated and mixed feelings i had for the past 1 week.. is nt even a week.. but the time that's passing by makes me feel its like crawling..

firstly i would like to announce, im finally on holidays.. but to say the truth i don have the feeling that im having holidays.. i donno wad's the main reason making me nt having the feel! i shld be happy that i've gain my freedom.. but 我就是開心不起來..

從上個周末開始，我整個人都陷在痛苦中！這似乎是我從來都沒有過的感覺！很痛苦！很想大哭，但是我不能！儅我很好的朋友都關心的慰問我時，尤其是“哥哥”。還有第一個知道我發生什麽事的lesly！當然還有一兩個朋友知道我踫到了一些事情，感到很難過很辛苦時，你們對我噓寒問暖~但是當時的我我只想把一切推開。不過無論如何，我很謝謝你們！那天儅哥哥打給我時，我挂吊他電話后的我時在很不想打回去的。因爲我很難過，我不想向任何人說我到底怎麽了。因爲連我最親的人都不了解我所承受的。不是沒試過而說的！

那幾天的我，我不能哭，不管我有多不開心。就算我哭，那也是我睡前做的。我必須很堅強的面對，因爲我知道他們比我還難過。我能做的只有聼她傾訴。雖然我好希望我能在一個人的懷裏痛快的哭，我不知道該找誰，我不是沒有關心我的朋友，我有！但是，就是我不知道該從何說起，因爲這絕對不是第一次了。而且我在準備考試，根本沒時間出去發洩!

我們又必須作決定。雖然我的決定很絕情，但是心裏所承受的又加了一個‘掙扎’和‘不捨’。

在考試期間，家裏發生那麽大的事，他又不肯面對我們，他們又因爲很小的事吵。到現在事情都還沒解決。大家心裏的壓力都很大也很擔心，他們有我可以說説話。但是那幾天的我承受的真的比他們多很多。我不想再不及格，也很希望幫到什麽，而唯一我能做的的就是聼他們傾訴。

這次我真的真的覺得，我心裏承受的壓力，擔心，不開心沒人能了解。知道我有事的朋友因該會以爲我很堅強吧？其實我一點也不會！不想讓你們擔心，所以決定不說。

但是哭過就好了嗎？我哭了~

我要的我永遠得不到嗎？我只求不要再有下一次了！

2010-10-26T23:21:00.001+08:00

First paper gone.. exactly the same questions frm the past year papers.. but damn it! i shld have memorised the test paper answers.. haha.. just kidding.. that's nt wad we call studying le right?? =))

3 more papers back to back next week.. argh~~

2010-10-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

one whole week of revision wif my dear lesly tan in RP.. there are days whereby we were not productive enough, but also days we did managed to conquer our damn notes.. haha.. =PP we are exhausted.. as we study we keep asking each other, why do we need to study? why do we need to take exams? can we not take exams?? and our ans are just "don't know" , "cannot".. we are dying for our freedom..

its just less than a week to my first paper!! shld be smth happy or sad.. haiz..

worried yet abit confident.. aiyoh.. contradicting siol~~

today is sat, as usual went back to RP for studies.. we were studying at RPC but damn the security for chasing us away sayin that the place is reserved for donno wad.. nugget shit.. made us change to somewhere wif natural wind~ woo~~ haha.. =PP and saw the TCP peeps.. though dint get to join in the fun wif them.. but nice seeing them once again aft so long.. =))

talking abt natural wind.. im so happy!! it started raining today!! omg~~~~ so cooling even now!!! i hope tonight it will be raining too so that i can have a good nights rest and slp till shuang den wake up tml.. i need slp!! =ppp

haiz.. need to continue wif my irritating revision le.. =((((((

ppl motivate me! motivate me!! if not i'll die.. haha..

2010-10-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

what can i blog? to blog this post, i've typed and deleted.. typed and deleted again and again.. omg~ i donno y.. because im afraid ppl might be either laughing at me or saying anything bad abt me.. lol.. but yeah that's me.. there's no way i can don care abt wad others tink of me..

time passes real fast.. seriously i hate to make this statement again and again.. but its true!! is just next week that i'll be having my first paper.. hw much do i expect?? i donno.. i just feel that im still slacking alot.. omg! is i too confident over my papers? or i just hate studying?? haha.. i just feel sian when i see my notes! lol~~

2010-10-14T21:51:00.003+08:00

Yeah~~ finally a post wif images.. haha.. if nt my blog will die very soon.. haha.. die of boredom.. haha..

aft work ytd, met up wif Dennis.. We met up for K.. but before that we went for our dinner.. frm scape, to cineleisure.. and we decided on Xing Wang hk cafe.. =) Both of us tried smth new in their menu.. erm.. for mine i tink is not bad la.. forget to ask dennis wad abt he's.. LOL..

this was what i ordered.. Braised meat udon.. the soup tasted not bad.. haha.. i noe u guys see smth that i cant eat inside.. and opps.. being a naughty girl.. i ate it.. =ppp

this was Dennis' order.. haha.. =))

During dinner.. i asked smth which we both cant recalled at all.. and we started digging out every source that might have tracks and trails of the details of it.. haha.. But this topic nv end aft our dinner but just paused during our k session..

im sry but i tink i gonna say smth bhb here.. haha.. I love Elva's new song; 错的人.. and ytd that was the first song i sang.. =) Thinking that it might sound freaking terrible as its nt an easy song, and its the first song i sing but i was wrong.. haha.. ended up i tink i did quite well.. haha.. =PP so proud of myself.. actually ytd's k i donno if we are conned.. for the $8 promo, we sang 2 hrs onli eh!! i tot at least go 3 hrs de.. so sad.. =((( anyway, we hanged ard and continued wif the no ending topic.. haha..

we walked ard wif our curious mind.. started to tink and piece the bits and pieces of memories that we have.. haha.. and we went home wif no conclusion and me being upset with alot of 不可能in my head..

went hm.. dennis did some searching.. and da ta! we got the answers.. haha..

anyway.. nice catch up wif him..

2010-10-12T22:14:00.003+08:00

hw many more days to my first paper?! oh my.. ard 14 days! =(((

FINALLY rain was here this morning! haha.. =)) i just simply love the smell of rain! haha..

went RP to do my revision wif Lesly.. hmm.. actually RP lib is really a good place to study.. this is wad both me and les feels.. the food there is cheap.. den we can have a room to ourselves for the whole day~ haha.. and i believe we managed to concentrate more than when we are in Woodlands lib~ and congrats to myself! i've completed my MAB! though it wil be the last tested paper.. haha.. =pp

一段感情如果结束了，那就因该勇敢的面对他~ 如果你已经努力的想挽回但还是不能改变他/她的决心，那也就接受它。不要太过于执著。 =))

this morning.. 4 plus, when i woke up wanting to go toilet.. on the way.. smth happened.. i injured myself.. omg! damn freaking pain la~~ =((((

2010-10-10T23:50:00.002+08:00

die die die~~ =((

these 2 days i haven been studying~~ omg! my weekends is wasted like that for nth~ omg~~ =(((

ytd slacked the whole afternoon.. read a little bit of the notes.. and started to prepare to go out.. went to collect all the necessary stuffs and headed to TPY to pick my mother up to go my grandmother's place.. because its her birthday dinner.. =))

we went to another place which is famous for crab too near their hse area.. =)) and once again.. i can onli see them eat.. haha.. wad a sad ting that ppl is eating my gong of the crab in front of me! haha.. and my cousin very cute.. when he forgot that i cant eat seafood, he was so sorry.. he even apologised to me.. haha.. so funny~ =PP

but ytd dinner was the first time we ate till so late ba.. i tink~ we left the place ard 10 plus.. sent my cousins and my grandmother home and off we set home.. =))

helped in the packing of luggage for my dad's trip wif my mother and my uncle and aunt to hainan..

today? woke up.. slacked awhile and started preparing to head off to airport.. =) sent my parents off to Hainan.. =)) and had popeyes for lunch wif my two cousins.. haha..and its so amazing.. sis drives a car.. and my jie fu drive my uncle's car back to their house.. haha.. because both went diff way and ended up me and sis reached first.. lol~

because sis wanna get smth, so we went raffles city.. chop chop buy the thing and left.. she need to rush home prepare for her friend's wedding dinner.. =))

and me lei? come back slack, cooked dinner and watched tv.. use com.. do tcp stuffs.. and OMG! another is gone~~ ARGH!!! haiz..

seriously ah~ i've got not much motivation to study for exams!! yyy??!!! CANNOT !! =(((

i must pull up my socks sia~~ haiz..

2010-10-08T22:47:00.001+08:00

FINALLY i get to upload my pictures to blogger in a faster pace.. haha.. and finally i can see more colors to my blog.. woo hoO~ lol..

okok~ this update was on last tue's meet up wif my lovelies..

met up wif yams at AMK station.. we wandered ard while waiting for Les and Juice.. hmm.. we looked for cake, had snacks and wanted to check out on BB plans.. but failed to.. because aft waiting for a while juice arrived.. and also while waiting i see Terence again.. that time at Orchard wif my sis and my mum i also see him..

anyway, when juice is here, we went ahead to the dinner place first.. because we are not sure les will take hw long more to reach.. so we decided to go q first.. =)) when we reach there, i tot ei hw come no q.. actually the q is behind la! diao~~ =pp but we dint really wait for a long time.. haha.. and we ordered b4 we get our seats..

yeah~ got seats le.. actually i quite like the seats.. coz we are so isolated! haha.. that no one wil like keep looking at us.. haha.. the place is full of crab shell because they are famous for that.. and the wall behind us was all those artist's proof of visit..

soon the zhu jiao reach liao~ haha.. =))

since we still gotta wait for the food for quite some time.. we decided to sing her birthday song first.. let her eat her cake first since she was hungry too.. haha.. and she's the first birthday girl that needs to block the wind and relight the candle when there's no more fire.. haha..

aft that..slowly one by one the dishes are up.. but we are stil waiting for the zhu jiao.. haha.. the crab.. so we took 2 grp photos.. hee..

i like this photo!! haha.. =pp

and just nice the zhu jiao come liao..

creamy butter crab~ though i cant eat it.. but i tried the sauce wif the mantou! its damn yummy and great!! wahaha.. =pp

the table full of foods.. haha..

hmm.. the crab hor.. onli 2 person eat ei.. and u noe who?? haha.. see below.. =pp

and they waste the most impt part of the crab.. the egg! omy~~~ haha.. =ppp

aft that we went some hdb area took some photos b4 we head home.. =))

and that marks the end of our gathering..

though it was a short celebration for LESLY TAN.. but hope she likes it.. =))

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GIRL!! =))

2010-10-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

though we don contact much.. though we don really noe wad each of us are doing out there.. but because of fb, at least we noe a little bit of wad each of us are doing..

the sudden activeness in my fb surprised me.. but at e same time, appreciates alot.. because knowing that you still remembers me, and still treat me as a frien out there.. i feel very warmth and touched..

thanks frien! i noe u wont get to see it.. but yeah~

its really heart felt thanks~~

last tue went for a nice dinner wif my poly lovelies.. shall update soon when i've got more time to wait for the photos to upload one by one! haha..

2010-09-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

These two weeks, though im the first one to reach office among my colleagues, i'll also be the last one to leave.. sometimes i wonder isit a good thing for me or bad thing? im just looking forward to the money that i'll be getting aft that.. i 安慰 myself saying that, though im the first to reach and last to leave, i get to earn abit more for myself to spend or save for my plans next yr.. =)) but in other words i can say is 自欺欺人！lol~

today's work is e most fucked up one! damn damn pissed off!

first is the head office side! called 3 times to check on a pro rated premium calculation.. everytime i call in, diff ppl picked up.. ok that's normal.. but each of them gave me DIFFERENT way of calculating! wth is this!! den ended up im so confused and so pissed off by her.. argh~~ i almost screamed at her.. (her is someone whom i shldn't be fierce too.. those who are smart i tink u noe who la.. haha..

today's mrt trip home was rather emo.. donno why also la..

but came to tink hw many ppl will tell u they miss u? =) or were u the one who goes round telling them hw much u miss them?? i realise im always the one telling ppl hw much i miss them.. hw i wish one day someone will say they miss me and is frm the bottom of the heart.. i envy those wif friends who will receive the note that there's someone out there missing them.. that is why i came abt this thought that if you've got at least 5 ppl who tells u they miss u, you should feel blessed! =))

hope one day i can feel so blessed too!

e most terrible thing is!

EXAMS ARE COMING WHEN OCT IS ARRIVING!! =(((

2010-09-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

i never learn.. nv learn to not take things too hard.. i nv learn to not trust everyone so much.. i nv learn no matter hw close you looks like with that person, you may not be e top.. i believe there are still alot of things that i've nt learnt in friendship.. worst problem i tink i have is being too soft hearted..

i tink im someone who lacks security.. i donno hw to explain.. but.... ....

posted in fb before that 'expectations = disappointments'..

there are alot of things that i wanna blog.. but i donno hw to type them out..

how easily will i feel contented by friends??

when friends can feel the care i'm giving them, i feel happy.. like recently someone came msn talked to me.. it has been a long time ever since we last chat.. and for the first time, he initiate a talk without asking songs.. haha.. and happened to chat abt smth else.. though i guessed it out, he was willing to share with me.. to that friend, i said thanks! because i'll always believe that a friend whose willing to share their problems with me is because they trust me and i really appreciates the trust they have towards me.. esp to those 'rare' speakers.. and i noe with the 'thanks' from him.. i feel that he gets my concern.. a simple thanks frm friends wif just a few concerning words frm me, can make me feel contented.. =)) i need to learn nt to b so easily contented too.. lol..

appreciation??

another frien told me that while he was doing tidying his room e other day.. he saw alot of cards that's frm me.. and he's looking forward to another one soon.. im happy that someone keeps my DIY cards or even cards bought.. though i may nt noe is true anot.. but this makes me feel that i'm being appreciated.. once again.. am i tinking overly much?? and am i really someone whose very sensitive??

Life is full of lessons to learn.. life is full of ups and downs..

lessons that are need to be learned.. we have to and must really learn..

the ups and downs.. the ups will bring be where we see smiles on everyone.. carry on.. and wif the smile, ur life will be full of colors.. the downs.. there's no perfect life.. but we can make it perfect by our own hands.. =) cry and emo for a few days or weeks.. and aft that learn to move on.. by moving on, we had moved on to a new phase of life.. =) if there's gonna be any changes it would happen b4 u managed to step out and move on..

friends!! (i donno hw many can see this but i would still wanna blog) especially those friends who are feeling down.. cry to the max.. and aft that move on to the new phase of life.. for obstacles faced.. cross over it, and everything will be alright.. me, as ur friend.. i'll be giving u guys moral support, having a pair of ears on standby! jia you!! stay happy always my friends!! and love u guys~

2010-09-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

last sat met up wif my lovely clique.. heez.. the guys.. because Jason is back to Singapore.. actually he had finished he's first two weeks of NS training in Tekong, finally out to breathe Singapore air.. haha..

woo~~ first time kor picked me up to go to the place we meeting at.. heez.. on the way we turned to Taupok's work place to direct him to Bugis.. ended up, they swop driver.. my god~ haha.. but ok de la~ haha.. and first time i see bike on road riding so slowly.. =PP

met up wif Darric and waited for Jason..

we had our "tze char".. i like the fish soup! damn nice.. heez.. =PP first time eating there, the food there was not bad ei.. heez.. =)) aft dinner, we are still early.. thus we went Illuma coffee bean for a drink.. had a great chat wif Darric and Jason when kor and pok went somewhere.. heez.. =))

1215am, MOVIE TIME!

watched Vampire suck.. and im just like watching Twilight in a comedy version.. quite lame ah.. but ok lor~ heez..

aft movie it was still quite early.. we were deciding where we shld go.. and wanted to go somewhere to get smth.. but hmm.. .. ended up change of plan.. for convenience, we went CCK.. dropped by petrol kiosk bought some drinks and Pok suggested to get Tuan and bread.. and that's their supper.. haha..

he's serving everyone wif bread!! =))

i find it a amazing scene to eat tuna wif bread under void deck.. haha.. =PP

reached very early in the morning.. ended up, kana a round of scoldings.. and smth was being said.. and CURFEW!! lol~

haiz.. nice day spent..

exams coming up le.. and the timetable sucks max! 3 modules back to back tested! wth! argh~~

not much work next week though i've got alot of days i can work.. so shall stay at home and revise!! =)) hope i can be determined! haha..

2010-09-14T22:56:00.003+08:00

im someone whose easily being contented.. y do i say that?? tryin to do something to help someone, and tinking that i failed to helped in any ways.. but my loved ones just tell me "who say no use.. thanks.. " actually don really like the "thanks".. lol.. coz i noe i din really help.. i noe he's nt really in good mood, yet i cant do anything to let him feel better.. i shld be the one sayin thks because he an wei me and made me feel so so appreciated despite me nt having anything done.. mayb he not an wei la..

sometimes when i get back the response i get frm wad i've 付出, i'll feel so suspicious towards it.. bt when i don get the response i wan, i feel upset abt it.. weird me! haha.. sometimes when someone tells me something, nt say i don believe him/her, but i just find it unbelievable.. coz i'll always tink that im not someone whereby someone will treat me good or i deserve someone to treat me good.. that's y when i see or hear smth that is nt wad i would believe, i will keep suspecting it.. =pp friends hope u guys don mind.. heez..

wanted to update 2 tings de.. but keep chatting, and my thoughts got disturbed.. so i forget the other thing i wanna update liao.. argh~ haha..

2010-09-12T12:12:00.005+08:00

this post was actually a long post.. but i shifted the post to somewhere else.. and left onli the last paragraph here.. =)

if im happy when i got curfew, means im mad already!

i wanna say i love my friends alot! i'll protect u guys more than myself! i love u guys is really said frm e bottom of my heart.. mc kor, pt, nat, yan lin, lesly, juice, kelly, taupok, darric, jason, joanna, serene, manting, yan bing, anqi, junxi, qiaofei, my filming team of friends, etc.. you guys are loved by shiqi! (排名不分先后)i love u guys so much that i scare of losing u guys.. i hope i wont lose u guys one day if nt i'll be very very upset, i might even go crazy.. esp those who are very very very very close to me.. i seriously hope that i wont face such a day..

byes!

Yams belated birthday celebration

2010-09-07T21:12:00.006+08:00

shld do a fast update on yams post celebrating wif the poly clique.. in a go, i write alot of post to update my blog.. haha..

today aft class, went town wif yy and lesly.. just to kill our time, as we all are waiting for friends for steamboat.. lol.. when its abt 6pm, we parted.. me and les went to Marina sq to get the roses and asked juice to get the cake b4 she head over.. heez.. we went to hotpot for dinner.. =)) we had a sumptuous meal! haha.. and i hope yams like the place and the meal.. haha..

i simply love this picture! haha.. and thks yam for choosing this to be the contact pic!! heez.. =Pp

ard 09 plus we left the place, and we headed off for photos.. we must go home asap.. because is the last day of the 7th mth.. haha.. we chopped chopped take pictures.. =)) but tis time our picture got more pattern liao.. lol...

and that marks the end of our day! hope to meet up wif them soon again.. =))

anyway.. happy belated birthday to yams once again! hope u enjoyed urself and like the small surprise we gave u.. =) hugs~~

2010-09-06T18:01:00.001+08:00

05th sept 2010.. that was ytd..

went Serene's 21st birthday party wif pt, joanna, sarah and Man Ting.. the place was at Hort Park.. the place was quite nice and amazingly they wasn't late for the party and they were very happy abt it.. haha..

since we were early we helped serene abit wif her decorations.. and the deco turns out to be very nice.. esp the words "happy birthday"!

like that see, no impact la.. lol.. but its really nice.. =pp

ard 1pm, the foods are here..

as it reaches 0130pm, more and more people arrives.. so we started eating.. haha.. aft eating, serene went round taking polaroids wif her friends for her birthday wish board.. and of course we took a few grp photos..

3 plus, cake cutting time!! =pp

serene's cute little cake.. she simply love lady bug alot that's y!

haha.. preparing to sing birthday song for her loh~~ oops.. accidentally chose a picture that she's so unglam.. =PP

den of course goin thru the standards.. group photos! =))

ard 4 plus, aft eating e cake, everybody starts leaving the place~ we stayed back to help serene clear the place and asked her to open her presents.. haha.. and again some photos~ haha..

lastly..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE! THKS FOR THE INVITATION AND HOPE THAT YOU'VE ENJOYED URSELF WIF OUR ACCOMPANIES.. WAHAHA.. =) HUGS~~

Resort world with TCP peeps

2010-09-05T21:10:00.003+08:00

wanted to excuse myself frm any outings today.. but received a call frm sean askin if im free tonight, asked if wanna watch a circus show at resorts world, Voyage de la Vie.. =) i said im free and he say he will try to get a ticket for me.. =)

thinking that its a rare chance that i can get to go out wif tcp peeps again.. and since im really free mayb i shld just tag along? though i don really noe who will be there.. and he's nice enough to ask me along, thus i feel that i shld go.. anyway thks for asking! =)

met up wif the rest at Bishan MRT station.. and headed for dinner b4 we set off to Resort world by the shuttle bus.. onli half of e grp managed to get up the bus.. e rest i donno hw they get there.. probably they flew there?? lol.. =pp

B4 the start of the show at 0830pm, we took several photos outside the theater..

the place was a not bad.. the seats too.. haha.. LOL! the show was nt bad too.. but abit too chim for me to really understand their acts and link it to the storyline.. =PP i tink im stupid in such shows? =pp

the show ended ard 1030pm.. we left the place and took some pictures outside at the Universal studios there.. slacked.. dragged time.. and i left wif Demond and wei siong..

reached home at 12 plus.. last train home! haha..

anyway.. the show was not bad.. quite nice.. heez.. esp nearing the endings.. =pp all these are possible because of wei siong la~

THANKS WEI SIONG FOR THE TICKETS!! =)))

2010-09-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

on the last day of August.. i headed to Sentosa wif Pey Teng aft class.. first time stayed overnight there.. woo hoo~~ managed to convinced mummy let me stay despite being the 7th mth.. =)) heez..

me and pt went vivo first to look for flowers, develop photos and to get a cake for joanna.. as we were walking ard, we almost kana caught by them.. lucky pt's eyes were sharp.. we managed to siam.. haha.. hiding ourselves frm Joanna's eyes.. While they were getting snacks to eat b4 the late dinner, we were sitting outside the awfully chocolate shop pasting our photos on the card.. haha.. =P

finally when they started to head off to Hard ROck hotel, and when we were done, we went over too.. they lied to Joanna that PT is nt going le.. and im alone waiting for them at sentosa liao.. =PP

b4 we went up to the room, we deposited e cake at the restaurant so that they can help give Joanna a surprise by having a room service wif the cake sent to the room at 12am! haha..

this was taken when we were in the lift of Hard Rock Hotel.. =)) goin uP~~~

that's pt wif Joanna's presentssss, looking for e room..

there it is.. this is the room number.. =))

met up~ woo hoo! the room is nice!! haha.. i love it la.. =pp

photos were taken when the rest were arranging to get a stalk of rose each for themselves.. getting ready to give Joanna the first surprise! =))

pt is seriously lying to her abt something so that we can have enough time to get ready.. haha..

when all of us are ready, Joanna just nice walked to the toilet.. where we are all getting ready wif the rose.. =))

these are the people that's present for Joanna's birthday.. =))

Joanna with the roses we gave her! =))

aft xian hua.. we slacked again.. den aft a while, opening of presents time..

no 1. Crumpler laptop bag..

no 2. Leather jacket

no 3. Polaroid and films

aft that is slacking time.. we are just waiting for 8pm.. coz the bookin by Joanna is 8pm! haha..

headed down to resort world for the restaurant..

this is the name of the resturant that we ate at..

the foods are nt bad.. but the portion was really big.. we ordered a few side dishes.. plus each of us one main course.. haha.. =)) all of us were so damn freaking full!! =)))

thinking that the bill might be very high.. but came out.. looks reasonably.. =)) heez.. btw thks Jo for the treat!! =))

Photo taking time.. err.. photos taken aft dinner are all with Serene.. Nt uploaded yet.. =(( thus very few photos here.. heez..

a few rounds of photo taking and walking with our heavy tummy, we all were so tired that we decided to go back to the hotel room.. anyway, its gonna be 12am soon.. we must faster get back to the room and wait for the surprise.. haha.. =))

while waiting, we asked Jo to use the polaroid we bought for her to take photos..

the room service was late la.. haha.. but we managed to keep singing her birthday song till the room service arrives.. haha..

a grp photo~

make a wish~

Left the place at 10 plus in the morning and went for class.. =)) hw i wish i can skip class.. haha..

anyway..

its 01st Sept 2010 le!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOANNA! HOPE YOU LIKED THE PRESENTS AND THE SURPRISES WE GAVE YOU! HOPE ITS A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY FOR U!! =))

(this is the first time i take part in a surprise, till im so happy wif it.. =)) haha.. )

another birthday girl i have.. haha..

NG YAN LIN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAHA.. WE WILL BE CELEBRATING YOUR BIRTHDAY SOON!! =)))

2010-09-01T20:18:00.006+08:00

Its yams' and keling's birthday celebration!! aft work, we went Taos restaurant at pomo.. we are the usuals la.. haha.. keling met us there.. all of them were still thinking keling will fly aeroplane lor.. haha.. ended up she came and she wasn't late.. haha.. =PP

me, yams and cynthia went over first while the rest went for a last min shopping.. haha.. =)))

when we reached there.. it was ard 0645pm.. and the waiters there say the room is nt ready yet.. by 7pm confirm will be ready.. 7pm, we went back.. BUT no room yet.. we wait till the rest came over to meet us.. =)))

we had a VIP room to ourselves.. and the food served was fast.. haha.. while waiting for the food to be served.. we played monopoly deal and took photos la~~ haha..

all thanks to me.. wahaha.. kidding..

its a 7 course meal.. the foods there are really nt bad.. and the intervals between each dish were very short onli.. and the dish i liked the most is the salad!! top shell wif cold noodles.. damn freaking nice.. wahaha.. =pp

first dish..

2nd dish

3rd dish

4th dish beverage.. apple tea..

5th dish..

6th dish

left is spicy stingray.. right is chicken.. donno e exact name.. =))

lastly, dessert..

1st pic is brownie with ice cream, 2nd pic is brule, 3rd is tiramisu.. =))

during dessert time, they played monopoly deal again.. haha.. =pp

den aft a round of the game, we went toilet.. wanted to give cake surprise.. i noe is my fault.. too eager liao.. ended up not really a surprise.. =((

each of them has a cake.. haha.. =))

present time.. =pp

keling's vouchers.. haha..

yams coach!!

aftwhich is cake eating time.. haha.. the cheese cake crump is too hard thus, we borrowed a knife and he's e cake cutter.. haha..

but the cakes are all nice.. haha.. =PP esp cheesecake coz its my fav.. haha.. =pp

last few photos to go

me and yams..

me and ke ling

last thing to do.. which is grp photo la.. haha..

to the both birthday girls whose birthday are consecutive de.. =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U GIRLS!!!

Hope you guys have enjoyed urself wif the simple dinner..

and yams finally get to try her TAOS restaurant.. =ppp

2010-08-23T21:52:00.002+08:00

wad's assumptions?

i dislike assumptions though i do does it at times.. i hate it that ming ming you guys don have the intention to make it known, then why do so? and why when its being known, you guys just chose to keep quiet??

com'on make tis clear! i don wanna feel that u guys are just making use of her! don make her get more and more disappointed wif u guys! ABC, u've got the feeling before! u complained to her before! and yet why such things happened again??! can u explain to her??!! u shld noe the best on hw it feels, but why dint u bother to ask when it involves her too??!

plan everything without her and assumes she knows everything? that's rubbish la.. don let her feel that onli when u guys need money den u guys look for her.. she doesn't wants to tink that way too.. but apparently that's wad she sees! if she treat you guys wif sincerity, den stop tramping on her sincerity.. wait till one day, u are treated this way, u will noe hw it feels.. or mayb u are insensitive, u wont feel it.. but well.. since u guys like to assume.. she chose to ignore every single thing she hears and see.. because she find it no point as she's being neglected by u guys!

as a third party, i see this i felt so upset abt it too.. y do some ppl just so insensitive?

haiz..

2010-08-22T21:22:00.001+08:00

Ytd went to Png's birthday!! Its as Pasir Ris Downtown East.. =))

aft my simple test, i went down to RP to meet those filming.. it has been a long time ever since i last stepped into RP.. the feeling is weird.. haha.. =PP

headed down to Bishan ard 5 plus.. met Desmond there.. and some others at Pasir Ris.. =)

we were the first big grp that reaches there.. and as we were walkin towards the chalet.. the buffet that's outside is really "wow"! haha.. looks high class.. though the foods are all covered up.. haha.. =PP

aft eating, we all played games.. 2 games b4 chin teck cuts he's cake.. =))

ard 9pm.. cut cake!!

aft that there goes chin teck.. kana sabo-ed.. he's filled wif chocolates and all..

b4 we all decide to take a rest.. they played the last game of poker cards.. i simply enjoy lookin at hw high they were.. haha.. its funny.. ma chiem market!! haha.. they are like lei longing their stuffs that they have.. =pp so cute and funny.. haha..

left Teck's chalet at 12 plus.. took cab home wif shawn and yyann.. =))

we the same family! haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TECK!! HOPE YOU'VE ENJOYED URSELF! AND THKS FOR THE INVITATION!! =)))

2010-08-19T20:52:00.002+08:00

When i reach this stage (below),

[helpless]

i will do this (below)..

[Cry]

on avg, every mth one pattern.. so much that i start to get very sick of it.. so much so that i first time took train to sch, as i was smsing my sis, i cried.. ppl might tink im a clown.. though i do care hw much wad others tink of me, including strangers.. but because the upset-ness just stack higher and higher in my heart.. its so so so heavy.. its not things that happened in a day.. but is accumulated..

i start to get very sick of everything.. when things happen, i wanna help, i wanna do smth.. but there's nth i can do.. and im sick of hearing all those nonsense.. but there's no one else which i can talk to and understands wad im going thru.. i dono hw to express my upset-ness to even my gfs.. there's so much that i feel like telling someone.. but i noe when i see any frien, i will not be able to say out exactly whatever that happens on me..

我一直在壓抑著我的情緒。我不表露在任何人的面前。但是我還能忍多久？我也不知道該說給誰聼。我也不知道該從何說起。哭和呐喊是我唯一的解放。

昨天在此，有事情發生。我很煩！在一次，哭和呐喊是我解放的方法。did tink of smsing kor.. but come to tink abt it.. all i can sae is just i feel very vexed, i feel helpless, im very upset abt all these! nth more i can make myself say.. thus i dropped the idea of smsing him.. twice i picked up my fone.. wanted to sms someone.. but even wad i shld type im also not sure.. hw do i share wif someone??

anyway can drive me to the beach and let me scream as loud as i can?? scream out everything that's adding a burden on me!! =((

2010-08-14T00:41:00.004+08:00

haha.. for those who always keep track on my blog.. will realise that at one go, i posted 2 new post. =PP more to come.. coz too many things that i need to blog.. but warning.. the next few posts wil be emo de.. because im really down!! bare wif me.. i'll be ok soon! =))

2010-08-08T19:01:00.004+08:00

let me do a quick post.. coz too many posts lining up already.. =pp

today is man's birthday.. met up wif her, joanna and Farhana at Khatib MRT station at 1245pm.. we headed down to Intercontinental Hotel as she's treating us lunch buffet there.. heez.. so nice of her.. =PP thks babe.. load of photos are definitely taken.. and the food there was really great.. wahaha.. =PP

oh ya.. birthday girl told Pt that she doesn't need a birthday cake.. which makes us tinks its abit weird.. so we gave her a surprise too! haha.. =)) hope she likes it..

this is the birthday girl wif her food! haha..

the 4 flowers?? i tink they call themselves that.. =))

my 2 lovely girlfriends

yeah! the cake!! Surprise!! wahaha..

aft eating of cake.. and while slacking.. of course more photos are taken.. Polaroids came into action once again.. haha..

it has been a long long time ever since i took a photo wif them.. 3 person!!

as well as individual

aft the lunch cum dinner.. we went to take neoprints.. initial plan was to buy polaroid films to take more however the films are way to ex at Bugis.. thus we changed to take neoprints.. haha.. =)) another long time no do ting.. WAHAHA!

aft which.. Serene and PT went for the 2nd half program and the rest of us headed back to Yishun.. we were discussing to go K at first.. but because if we go K, Farhana will nt be able to go.. so they decided to go for supper.. and Nat was ok wif it.. WAHAHA.. =pp

wanted to wait for PT and serene for supper too.. but they are too tired.. and they gave up the idea.. so onli the 5 of us went.. as usual prata for supper.. =) just at most 2 hrs of time spent tgt, and we all headed home..

I must say its really amazing that hw friendship can be gotten back in a sudden.. I feel very honoured to be one of the 6 that's being invited by Man Ting.. Because b4 pt's birthday, we never meet, never contact, never chat its almost like we are no longer friends.. but aft PT's birthday.. Thanks!! despite you inviting so little ppl onli, im still one of them in the list! i appreciate and i like the time spent tgt.. thanks is all i can say.. and once again i wanna wish

Man Ting a Happy 21st Birthday!! =))

2010-08-07T22:11:00.003+08:00

woo hoo.. came back onli tis morning 7+! first time! woo hoo~~ haha.. okok random..

ytd night met up wif Darric and Kelly at Khatib ard 10plus or rather 11 plus? LOL.. we were all late in meeting the rest.. because kelly knocked off frm work late.. well well well.. even the most possibly person whom will be late was early! and he waited at MRT station for a long time for us.. wahaha.. claps for him..

the train went past TPY, and Taupok hopped on the train that we were on.. and we headed down to Outram station.. hmm.. when we reached there, we sensed aura.. haha.. Jason the birthday boy was sitting at the stairs waiting for us boredly.. =PP and i was the one whose being instructed to ask them not to be late kana too.. oops.. nt my fault la~~ =PP

anyway.. we headed down to the tze char stall for supper.. and while waiting for my dear bro, we had to decide where to go.. but he dint get to give us much time to discuss where to go.. haha.. ended up, we went k, e initial plan aft supper.. =PP

aft the supper was already 12 plus.. in order to sing longer, we decided to head down to Cineleisure for k.. =)) and the journey there was quite risky.. coz the driver is Taupok and not my dear bro.. lol.. we all were so worried abt he's driving skills la.. haha.. but well.. good job.. though 很驚險.. wahaha..

oh ya..started off so nicely.. forgotten to mention.. main motive of meeting is to celebrate the aug babies birthday.. kelly and Jason.. =))

Ok.. went k.. and Kelly the birthday girl get the session started! woo hoo~~ wahaha.. =PP

1 or 2 hrs later, i see cake! haha.. no la.. kor planned it de.. although it wasn't a total surprise.. coz they saw the cake liao.. LOL.. anyway, yeah~ and once again, Taupok was the leader to lead in singing the birthday song! haha.. =))

for me, im definitely the photographer le la.. if nt where got so many memorable photos! wahaha.. Those who were there know wad i meant.. haha.. =))

the birthday girl and boy wif the lighted candles on the cake.. (wow.. such a long description).. haha..

After making of wishes, blowing away the flame..

this is hw the cake looks like.. when kor and me were looking thru the photos frm my cam that day.. he told me tis 'this cake looks like a toy cake'.. haha.. quite true.. its like a toy.. =pp

wad's the thing that holds the candle and placed onto the cake?? frm the picture u see is the yellow flower tingy.. haha.. i donno wad's tt called.. but yeah.. they were asked to take those out wif their mouth.. both the birthday boy and girl were to do that.. haha.. and Kor was the mastermind.. he wanna bao chou.. WAHAHA.. =pp but seriously ah.. the more xing fu.. coz hor they share the job between each other.. kor alone.. LOL..

hmm.. the aft this 'game' i shall nt talk much.. haha.. =))) we ourselves know will do.. heez.. but definitely its the most memorable birthday celebration they both have de.. =pp

Finally can cut cake liao.. haha..

yeah~~ first cut!!

and the next usual person will do he's usual job.. that's darric! he will start cutting the cake and distributing it out.. haha..

and the k session continued..

aft a while, permission granted.. presents are presented to them! haha..

Kelly took a longer time to open the present.. because her's was wrapped wif slightly more layers than Jason's.. haha.. =PP ps la~ but opening present de feel is good de.. haha.. =ppp

and~~~~

this is wad they each get! =))

both are chosen by me la.. haha.. hope they like it!! =)))

though when kelly opened the present, she said "jiu zhi dao".. haha.. hanah hanah.. me and jerald planned de la.. wahaha.. =PP

told kelly that i will pluck grass and get flowers for her.. since she wanted.. and the grass and flowers are all on........... and she received it! and i believe she was happy wif it.. wahaha..

if u wonder hw come this grp pic don have me and kor.. because im the photographer.. and kor was singing.. so that's the nicest grp pic le? LOL..

we left Cineleisure k at 5 plus.. settling some stuffs and ended up ard 6plus.. our chauffeur sent each of us home.. love him so much.. haha.. =)) and i fell aslp aft dropping Taupok liao.. really tired.. is 24 hrs of awake-ness ei!! a few of them also la.. esp kor.. he must be very tired too.. yet still need to drive all of us home.. =)) he rocks.. =ppp

anyway.. had a great k session wif them.. i simply like kor doing wad teenagers are doing and wif he's buddies and wif us.. haha.. =)) hope he will do more of wad we guys wil normally do.. then then then.. once again i wanna wish Jason and Kelly Happy advanced birthday!! the double 2 club! =)) hope you guys like the present! may nt be the best.. but is chosen wif all my heart.. haha.. =PP hope u guys had a great fun too!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

aft today once again i've got so many tots & tinkings..

which i chose to keep it to myself.. =))

because some tings are best meant to be silence off..

2010-08-01T23:41:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time ever since i last spent alot of time wif TCP.. =)) Nice to see most of them.. regardless of new peeps or old birds.. haha.. but still there's a sense of lost! haha..

met up wif Yyann first at Woodlands MRT and we headed to RP tgt.. came to W3, entered the familiar place.. and paid attention to the nomination list for the various awards.. haha.. there's a lot of 'wows'.. wahaha.. frm me la.. =)) But very happy to see that its just a while 7th Gen joined us, and they are nominated for certain awards.. good good! Claps for 7th Gen peeps.. and also congrats to those old birds that i noe..

ytd was also crew appreciation day.. =) nth much to comment.. haha.. but thks to sean too.. you made me learn alot, noe u more and noe more new ppl! and we USED to be good friends.. wahaha.. no la.. we are still good friends now.. just tt i seldom help him onli.. haha.. =PP

Rehearsals time.. damn it.. tis yr awards show really 打牌場.. coz even crews are coming out.. donno is a good ting or bad thing.. haha.. definitely something diff.. but alamak, need to tink of wad nice clothes to wear lei.. lol.. i shall excuse myself that day.. WAHAHA.. =ppp

aft a few rehearsals, packed up.. and we all headed to Brian's house for gathering.. wow.. long lost sister! haha..by car or by train is by drawing lots..and im so heng.. i managed to gt a ride by wei long to brian's house! yeah~~ haha..

waited for the buffet arrival.. and meanwhile, all of them are too exhausted to really talk much.. lol.. =pp

Willy (white) is always said to be the combination of Ym and Brian.. wahaha.. =PP but i tink mainly he looks like Renfred? Never forget, on my birthday my colleagues asked me if he's renfred.. haha..

interaction time.. played our standard game.. POLAR BEAR.. and aft that donno wad's that game's name.. but is just that when people shout for your name, the two person beside you will whack you till u shout another person's name.. and this game, the whole house is filled wif plenty of laughters.. coz they are all sabo-ing the same person.. and Sean kana the most..

left the place wif quite a number of ppl.. at first wanted to go home tgt wif Yyann and Sze Kee.. but coz Wei long goin onli amk.. den like too many of us.. cannot fit.. so me and yyann dint take wl's car.. and thks to wl also.. haha.. Yong ming drove me and yyann back to Yishun.. WAHAHA.. =ppp thks lovely yong ming~~ heez..

Sister.. sean asked "u don wanna take pic wif ur sister meh?" haha.. and i commented "he don wan la.." and proven rong.. lol..

my last shot of the day? haha

Although dint talk much.. but sometimes by observing i can see through many things.. and its interesting.. haha.. =))) hope to see this bunch of ppl again..