alot of times, apologizing doesn't mean that you are really at fault, is just to make the situation turn better.. 大事化小，小事化無～

很多事情，不講不代表一切對我來說毫無意義。不講是因為心痛的不知道應該如何。

我漸漸的對每一個人都感到很失望～

那天的事，我真的不知道為甚麼對我造成那麼強烈的傷痛。

傷害你最深的人會是那些人？

他將會是你最珍惜的人～

what i hate most is ppl scold me ridiculously.. scold me when im not even in the wrong! and started to "show off" their bad words.. "fuck" la.. "knn" la.. "lan" la.. last time is benjamin ng.. because of a a girl.. because of smth that i did not do, i got scolded for nth.. and he's someone whom i cherish alot.. aft that another one.. but i'll always forgive because there are times whereby he was so nice that i'll just forget he's bad.. Now?! another frien..

why must i always be the one who gets treated in a way that im not supposed to? why isit that those whom i cherish are the ones who hurt me the most!

this year had really started damn badly since day 1 of CNY!

SERIOUSLY WTF!!!

今天之事，我感到心灰意冷了～

我突然又感到很累～ 很累～

Today is the last day of 2011..

ps: why every year passes by so fast? =)

as usual.. let me do a simple sum up of the year..

many things have changed tis year.. regardless is in friendship or my life.. even till the last day of the year.. i still feel very sick of the years that had past and of course not lookin forward to the new year..

always been thinking hw much effort u put in will never equivalent to what you will get back.. =) every year i told myself, i have to learn.. learn to accept this cruel fact.. but every year.. i'll just fail..

but one thing im so happy abt for this year is that i've finally fulfilled my wish to go taiwan!!! yeah~~ i told myself if i were to go taiwan, i must take a btr flight and not a budget airline, because is a trip i going alone or wif friends.. and everything was fulfilled.. i took SQ and went for 8 days!! =)) even get to went to STAGE!!! hehehe.. but still missed out certain places.. but simply would love to go back again..

and others would be history repeating.. and its of all unwanted things to be happening repeatedly.. family or even one of the impt one in my life.. they always gives me a gift and that gift is a word.. a word that's so scary~

well.. i've did certain things to myself as much as i din't expect at all~

in any ways.. i've still got quite a few people to thank.. Regardless is to my lovelies,

to my besties,

SHOW friends

PTO colleagues

TCP bosses-

TCPians

All of them added wonderful colors to my 2011 and also upset moments.. but they are the ones who gave me all the help that i've needed in 2011.. i love them and i cherishes them..

HAPPY 2012! may it be a year filled wif plenty of blessings and love!

This year PTO christmas exchange, we celebrated at Dolly Kitchen..

Its a nice place.. but i feel that as usual the food and price don go on par? LOL.. =)) well~ still smth different la..

This year's exchange got 2 more new peeps join us.. and that is Marilyn and Belle.. so today total got 10 ppl.. took quite a number of photos but too much to upload.. haha..

after dinner, we started wif the exchange..

these are all the presents that we've got.. =))

For me, HL picked me and she got me a scheduler~

and i picked dao YAMS!! haha.. bought her a Iphone casing that she loves alot, a nail polish corrector and a LCD cleaner bt damn e LCD cleaner din reach on time! =((

After dinner, we went Shanghai Dolly for a short while.. did drank abit.. =)) and there was some live performance.. me, yams, shao and HL were playing big 2 in a club~ LOL!! to be honest quite weird.. but well~~ hahhahaha..

left ard 11 plus and took cab hm before 12am.. heheh..

Not a bad christmas gathering wif colleagues..

Annual TCP christmas party!

This year its held at somewhere freaking new and awesome? =pp

at first tot we have to discretely hold so many ppl inside this room, but aft signing the party policy, everything is fine as long as we keep our vol down.. lol..

party started ard 0630pm.. few rounds of food, photos and den polar bears.. =) its gift exchange.. =) some idiots ah.. don understand instructions.. said don gt chocolates, he get end up no matter hw much i don wan, i kana~ damn u! and that is Ong weisiong! bloody hell! haha..

i stayed over.. quite a number stayed la.. =)) oh ya.. quite happy to see brian went too.. LOL..

these are the individual shots i took wif at least 90% of those who turned up.. hehe..

This is an awesome location i must say.. =) and i believed TCPians had enjoyed themselves! =)

<3

你會在哪裡 現在你叫什麼名
密封了勇氣 落款決心

我捂著自己 外面的世界不安靜
而心很確定 (我確定) 想聽你呼吸 (呼吸)

Love 把心扔到海裡 刻上愛的字跡
時光帶我 去有你的地方

漂流著一千年都過了我在海裡頭 (在海裡頭)
有一種見不到你就不回去的念頭
漩渦中聽見耳邊的風微微顫抖
蒼海桑田 黑夜白晝

我隨著時間的方向一圈圈打著轉
你會不會找到我將要在哪裡靠岸
如果有一天撞傷一個小缺口 我怕沉入海底

我捂著自己 外面的世界不安靜
而心很確定 (我確定) 想聽你呼吸 (呼吸)

Love 把心扔到海裡 刻上愛的字跡
時光帶我去有你的地方

漂流著一千年都過了我在海裡頭
有一種見不到你就不回去的念頭
漩渦中聽見耳邊的風微微顫抖
蒼海桑田 黑夜白晝

我隨著時間的方向一圈圈打著轉
你會不會找到我將要在哪裡靠岸
如果有一天撞傷一個小缺口 我怕沉入海底

如果愛有錯 也等得起

For 3 consecutive days i've been heading out.. OMG~ i noe not good.. but bo bian.. haiz..

wed- met up wif my lovelies..

thur- met up wif my good frien, dennis.. he's back!

had a great chat wif him.. and even saw kor on the expressway when he sent me home.. LOL..

fri- "HTHT" wif yams!! hehe..

this is nt the end.. i've alot more programs lining up sia! =))

Sun- k wif Yb and Aq..

next sat-sun: TCP christmas gathering and shao's bdae celeb

mon- Darric's b'dae

following fri- PTO christmas celeb

following sat- SHOW fan's clique christmas celeb..

MY GOSH!!

hw can i not get scolded by my mother?! haiz..